34- Moving on (The final chapter)

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^^^ 'Dead and Gone' ^^^ by (someone) feat. Justin Timberlake


"Dead And Gone" was written by Tadross, Robin / Harris, Clifford / Timberlake, Justin.


SONG BELLOW IS NOT IN ORDER!!! I swapped the verses around.


So this is the final chapter....

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As I got home, I went straight to my room. Stripping off my clothes, I changed into something more comfortable. Turning on the radio, the irony of the song, inspired my next choice.


"Ever had one of dem days, you wish woulda' stayed home

Run into a group of n*ggas, getting they hate on

You walk by, they get wrong you reply

Then shit get blown

Way outta proportion, way past discussion

Just you against them, pick one then rush 'em

Figure you'll get jumped

That next, they don't wanna stop

There now they bussin', now you gushin', ambulance

Rushin' you to the hospital, with a bad concussion

Plus ya hit four times, plus it hit ya

Spine paralyzed waist down, now ya wheel chair bound

Never mind that now, you lucky to be alive,

Just think it all started you, fussin' with three guys

Now ya pride in the way, but ya pride is the way you

Could fuck around, get shot die any day"


I tapped on the walls as the music blared through my room. After all I have done, all I did. I now knew what I had to do.


"Don't know what to do, when their back against the wall

So they just start shootin'

For red or for blue or for blo' I guess,

From Bankhead or from your projects

No more stress, now I'm straight,

Now I get it now I take time to think,

Before I make mistakes, just for my family's sake

That part of me left yesterday, the heart of me is strong today

No regrets I'm blessed to say, the old me dead and gone away."


I was quitting L.M.P.


"Ooh, I've been travelin' on this road to long

Just trying to find, my way back home

The old me, is dead and gone, dead and gone

And ooh, I've been travelin' on this road to long

Just trying to find, my way back home

The old me, is dead and gone, dead and gone"


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I thought back to the funeral

Chloe had played the piano that day. Kyle used to love it when she did that. She sung their song.

I no longer found her mesmerizing. Her melodic voice was bland, her face was like no other. The attraction I felt for her had merrily disappeared. She wasn't in my life anymore. After my exams I had a new girl to focus on. The girl that was there all along. The one person I was blind to.

Susan.

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Recovery.

Without the support of Susan and my old roommates. I would never had gotten over the horror that my mum had brought upon us. I had even cried in front of her. It was a huge case; for weeks after, we had had the press hounding us at our home.

Dad was taking it the worse. He loved her, and she betrayed him, betrayed us all. She killed someone, an innocent person for the matter. Some people believe that she did it to create an empty space to be filled by a new student; me. The thought made me sick, I could never be the reason.

It had been tough handling the situation with my mum. I had done a series of interviews before the news articles were done. Putting my arm around Susan, I pulled her close towards me. As we read the headline, I found my self smiling.

'Bad boy says it all'

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