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Esme Opel a singer starting out in LA runs into one of the most famous singers in the world Harry Styles, he meets her and instantly likes her personality, little do they know they work at the same studio, they help each other with songs...
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Esme
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Let's fall apart I don't wanna talk about it I just wanna hold your hand
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December 2018
It's been the longest three months of my life, right after I got out of the hospital that day I knew I was different, I went back to harry's house and I knew something was off with me
I remember we sat on the couch and he turned on the tv, he told me he was going to make some food for me and that I could stay here and relax and I did but then being alone I wandered off into my thoughts
it was a scary place I felt what it was like being back in that place with Matthew and Patrick, I forgot where I was so much that harry had to shake me to get me out of my head but I pushed him away when I felt his hands on me
that was a new thing as well, no one could touch me it felt like their slimy hands all over again which I know had to be hard for harry, I really thought he was gonna leave, but he didn't and I'm grateful for it
he stayed by my side, he was there when I wrote my thoughts down in my journal, he was there for the endless nightmares and he was there for when I need a blanket or tissues or ripples collar
anytime I needed him he was by my side, he canceled his tour to stay home which made me feel guilty and grateful at the same time
another new thing was I couldn't sleep in the same bed as him either, I had to sleep in one of the guests rooms, I knew Harry was upset but he wasn't upset with me he was upset because I had to go through this
sometimes when I couldn't sleep I would check in on him in our room, he would be asleep curled up into a ball with my letter I wrote before the accident, he slept with it every night that I couldn't sleep in our bed
it was just me and my journal for the first month, then I started to go out in public again, I would go out with ember sometimes or I would go to her and Lou's apartment and hang out with them, sometimes harry would tag along
Harry was also occupied with trying to get revenge, after I got released from the hospital, harry told me that Matthew and Patrick were both put in prison but I knew he was still gonna find a way to get revenge which made me scared but a little excited which was a new feeling, before all of this I would of never been happy for someone getting hurt because of me but now I guess I am
and that brings us to today, it's December 12th 2018, harry and I have decorated the house for Christmas, we got a tree and ornaments and I was happy, actually happy when we were putting the decorations up
"I'm gonna make some food" I say to him and he follows me into the kitchen
"does grilled cheese sound good?" I ask him and he nods sitting on the counter, I pull out the bread and I put some pam on the pan turning on the stove
