Her Song \\\ Colson Baker (MGK)

Glass house

A/n : they are are so cute I can't!!!
⚠️TW :Drugs and  suicide
' I put my daughter to bed then attempted to kill myself in the kitchen'

I woke up and Colson was peacefully sleeping next to me I walked over to the play pin and casie was sitting up rubbing her eyes I pick her up"mama"
"Hi baby" I changed her diaper "you hungry baby " I said walking out of the room in to the kitchen I see y/c/n getting coffee "hey"he said I said nothing he walked out and bumped my shoulder
"watch where your going " I said
"Suck my dick"he said back
"Suck mine first bitch" he walked out and I started to make her a bottle and got me and col coffee and walked back into the room col was sitting on the bed up against the headboard I handed him his coffee "thanks baby" he said "yeah..I'm so glad were leaving my cousins a dick " he laughed "can I hold her" "yeah " I handed him casie I started to get our stuff together and packing . Someone knock on the door "come in" col said my mom stuck her head and said "leveling in hour 30" "k sounds good" "can I take her for a bit" I looked at Colson he said "yeah here "my mom toke cas "are you going to shower" kells asked "only if you join" I said with a smirk "Deal" he jumped up and came over and threw me over his shoulder and smacked my butt "colson" I said laughing

"Bye grandma thanks for having us "
I said hugging my grandma"of course and bye little lady" she said to casie
I went to walk out the door when my cousin grabbed my arm "at least let me say bye to casie" I laughed  and walked and got in the the car and sat in the middle of casie and Colson on the way to the airport

》Colsons POV 《

Y/n came and sat next to me she put her head on my shoulder and held my hand I kissed her head she looked at me "you ok baby" "yeah I'm fine just tried" I didn't want to tell her the truth "ok you know you can tell me right" "yeah i know babygirl"
Soon after she fall asleep my phone dinged
Unknown:someone said you'd want some
Colson:yeah I can met you at 8:30 tonight
Unknown: ok met you behind the high school
Colson: how much
Unknown:150
Colson:k bro

When I met y/n my mom had just left and I was drinking and doing drug .at 12 I was addicted to acid by 14 she finally got me off of drugs at 17 I released by she was with me and got me back on track and I have been fine but with casie I just have been thinking that maybe she'd be better without me same with y/n
"Were here" her mom said
I rubbed my thumb on the side of her face "baby were here"i told her she lifted her head "mmk " she said then pecked my lip

I had cas in my lap and y/n to my left and her brother next to her. Cas was looking out the window y/n looked at me "your birthday is in 2 weeks what do you want to do " she asked "nothing really " "come on you going to be 20 we have to do something"
"Fine ... maybe just us ash,dub and slim just like dinner or something ..but small " "ok baby"
"You need to save your party skills for casies party " "oh I will me and my mom all ready started buying stuff "I laughed "your kidding right" "nope only the best for my babygirl"

We walked in the door he ran and hugged y/n and sleeping casie "5 days was to long to missed you guys" he said she laughed. 'if I wasn't here he would take care of them...right'
He came over and hugged me
"I'm going to put her to bed and unpack " she said walking in to our room "want to smoke" slim said "yes"
I said with a chuck we walk into his room and started smoking I looked at the time on my phone 8:19  "oh shit I got to go " I said "where you going" he said I ignored him I went in our room and opened on money envelope take 150 bucks "what are you doing"y/n said "my dad needs some money" I said "oh ok be careful love you "she walked over and pecked my lips "love you too" I walked out the house
⚠️TW⚠️
"What you want"  he said "just 5 grams of coke and 5 acid" (I dont know if that would cost less than 150 or more) "k" he handed my stuff I gave him the money "are you going to need more " "idk I'll let you know" *end of TW* I walked home when I walked in the living room and y/n and slim were sitting watching TV "hey baby you good" y/n said "yeah I'm good"  I sat next to her I put her legs in my lap ,put her head on my shoulder and she put her left hand on the of my face. She kissed my neck then my cheek and whispered
"I love you so much Baker " my eyes watered a bit 'I'm never going to do this again' I thought. I rubbed her leg and kissed her hand
"I love you too Y/L/N" I smiled at her as she slowly started to fall asleep

I laid her on the bed kissed her head I got in bed and cuddled her for a bit kissed her shoulder. I silently started crying. I hear casie starting to get up and crying y/n started to get up "I got it baby "I said and kissed her cheek and she want back to sleep I pick up casie she layed her head down and I started rocking her back and forth "shh..baby i know I got you ..I love you so much and I hope you remember that "I kissed her head she went back to sleep I laid her down . I looked at my phone for the Time 12:47 .
⚠️TW⚠️
I checked in slims room and he was asleep so I walked in the kitchen I toke the 5 acid papers had and poured the coke out on the kitchen counter got a card out and started putting it in lines. I sordid all of it and sat on the floor and started crying .

》Y/Ns POV《

I woke up and looked at the clock 1:09.
I got up to get water I walked in the kitchen and see col on the floor his eyes closed I lightly slapped the side "hey hey col wake up " I put my ear to his chest and hear him breathing I ran into slims room " Slim Slim "I said shaking him "what" he said
"i think col overdosed"  he jumped up and we ran into the kitchen slim started shaking him "hey hey wake the fuck up Colson" I grabbed a trashcan "put him over the trashcan "we need to make him throw up " he did what I asked I put two fingers in his mouth and slim patted his back he started throwing up I pulled my fingers out of his mouth and went to the sink and
Ran my hand under the water .
I grabbed a rag and put it under cold water slim had col in between his legs I put the rag on his head "go start a cold shower the rags not enough "
I ran and turned on shower
Slim came in holding him Bridal Style and sat him up in the tub . He started waking up I rubbed the side of his face "hey just stay awake for me okay your gonna be fine alright" he was wake but out of it he started crying "I'm so sorry y/n " he said "its okay ".
I heard casie crying "you got him" I looked at slim he was crying he wiped his eyes "yeah yeah I got him" he said

Slim changed Colson .I walked in and see col eating next to slim on the couch I walked and sat next to col "you okay" I asked "been better" he said slim got up to clean the kitchen . I put my arm around his shoulder he started crying into my neck "I'm so sorry y/n I won't do it again " I rubbed his back "it's okay ... let's get you to bed yeah?" "yeah"  "slim will you help me" I asked "uh yeah " he came we each put one of his arms over our shoulders and walked into our room and laid him down "thanks slim" "yeah let me know if you need anything " "yeah ofc " I hugged him I got in bed next to col he put his head on my chest his leg over mine and arm around my waist