It was hard to fall in love with a thirty five year old man who calls you Kid.
A rough night when Eloise met Alex for the first time. Eloise caught her boyfriend cheating at the club the night she first saw Alex. She had no idea why she kept thinkin...
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•Eloise
I woke up this morning with a very heavy on my eyes. I cried over the night after i broke up with Finn, he say sorry saying he's just drunk that he didn't mean to like fuck him im not that stupid. He didnt even get drunk last night and he only drink like two, i know Finn he dont get drunk too fast and even if he's drunk he still know what he's doing that night. I cant believe im back again in this kind of situations it just hurt so bad, i never expected this to happened i just trusted him so much. Im just hoping that when i woke up tomorrow every pain that im feeling it will disappear, i dont want to suffer again and i dont want to be depressed again.
I do love Finn even though sometimes we are always fighting, believe me Finn make me feel better when ever im with him. It just something changed after our first anniversary he's not the same person when we're still sort of dating. Maybe i just used to be with him, he's my first love and the first person who broke my heart. Whenever im thinking the scenario last night, like how he kissed the girl i cant help but burst into tears, crying so hard its like there's a sharp pain on my chest.
He doesn't want to break up with me but i just cant take it anymore, what he did is just too hurt. Part of me is kinda relief that i finally broke up with him, now that we're not together anymore i will never ever suffer on this overthink. I told Brooke about me and Finn that he cheated on me, she didn't get surprise she told me that she knew this is coming. I cant even focus on school its been bothering me, thankfully i didn't see him this morning, it look like he didn't go to school today.
I took a deep breath and shook my head. Brooke and i are in the cafeteria i admit that im still not in myself. It was so hard to ignore it, even Brooke didnt know what to do so she just keep talking and talking even though im not saying anything.
"Hey guys, great party last night." Sandie exclaimed seating next to me pulling me out of my thoughts. "Let's do it again."
"Oh yeah, there's a good pub here we should visit it." Emma smiled, tucking her hair behind her ear, "I heard that all people are going there even all the students here." She said, "Are you two in?"
"Im in but i dont think Eloise is, you guys still dont know yet." Brooke said softly, shaking her head.
"What? Is everything okay, Ellie?" Sandie asked concerned. I haven't told them about it, i didnt mention it last night after i took a smoke i just pretended that nothing happened cause i dont wana ruin their night so i keep it to myself.
"Finn cheated on me at the club last night." I muttered, trying my best not to cry again, "He's kissing another girl." dont cry Eloise not in this school
"Oh my god Ellie, im sorry." Sandie said softly as she hugged me while rubbing my back. "You dont deserve him anyway."
"Fuck that asshole, i knew something off with him." Emma said her expression was the same when i told Brooke, "Who is that girl?"
