It was hard to fall in love with a thirty five year old man who calls you Kid.
A rough night when Eloise met Alex for the first time. Eloise caught her boyfriend cheating at the club the night she first saw Alex. She had no idea why she kept thinkin...
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•Eloise
I didn't know what to do or even what to say. He was holding his breath and his eyes showed fear and excitement at the same time.
"This doesn't make any sense, i dont know what you're trying to say Alex." I shook my head, my breath almost leaving my body as his eyes flicked up to meet mine again. "So please stop messing around."
I just dont want to play some game. I just hate Alex like he's playing my feelings for him, i just don't understand him right now and it's very complicated and i hate it so much. I turned my back to him ready to opened the front door but something stop me again when Alex spoke again.
"I've always want you."
I felt my eyes bulge out of my head. My heart skips a beats for a moment, my cheeks began to heat up again and I couldn't move or even speak. I was stuck at the moment all i could hear was my breath and the beat of my heart.
This time i slowly looked over at him to meet his eyes again and i could read his expression like a novel, those chocolate brown eyes drawing me in like the tide on a full moon. Alex is totally serious right now and it making me crazy.
"I never want anyone, it's always been you Eloise." Alex confessed, he then took a deep breath and looked deeply to my eyes. "Im always crazy about you. I stop meself because im being coward."
I was speechless i dont know what to do or what to say to him. Our eyes glued instant, the world dissolving away around us. My heart is getting a lot of butterflies and it was too hard for me to breath. I just cant believe that everything is happening right now, and it's definitely happening. Alex just confessed his feelings for me and it's totally real.
I could also heard his heartbeat. He stopped talking and just looking at me like he's hopelessly, it was like that elastic band was slowly tying around us with each passing second.
But all i could think right now was why he suddenly saying this to me when it's too late. I was already moving on to him and everything he said to me before was still running through my mind and it hurts a lot.
"Its too late now Alex, you're the one who told me that you're too old for me." I snapped, my heart skip a beats again and i felt all air in my lungs fail me for a moment. I could barely believe what he said that i was sure i was dreaming and right now it's too late.
Is it really too late? Or im just too pride to believe it?
"And I've always wanted to do this.." Alex said softly, he moved towards me as he gently grab my waist pulling me closer to him and the next thing he do is he pressed his lips to mine.
My eyes flew wide and shook at the moment. I blinked twice as I felt his lips to mine. Oh God, it happened. I slowly closed my eyes because i knew I wanted this to happened for too long, not because we're high or we're drunk but for the fact we both confessed everything.
