It was hard to fall in love with a thirty five year old man who calls you Kid.
A rough night when Eloise met Alex for the first time. Eloise caught her boyfriend cheating at the club the night she first saw Alex. She had no idea why she kept thinkin...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
•Eloise
I dont barely remember anything last night but after last night there's something that I couldn't forget. All i was thinking since i woke up is Alex.
There's just something about him that i can't explain but I couldn't stop thinking about him. Last night was beyond fun but i cant move on, its like he put it on me like i never felt before, that laugh and jokes and i want some more.
After last night i think my heart began to ask a lot of questions about Alex, i woke up and i can't get him out of my mind. I dont even know what to do when im around him, thankfully when i woke up this morning he's not around but when he came back to our room i cant look into his eyes and when i did, my heart beats fast. Its different, im scared that i might fall for him.
I knew its so fast but I couldn't help and hide it from myself.
I still need to act normal in front of him. I should stop thinking about him.
I fixed my bag and some of my clothes, making sure i didn't forget anything. Im going home today, which is a little bit scared cause I'll definitely gonna miss this hotel and not just that, i need to face the reality.
I grabbed my bag and ready to leave while Alex is checking the room. Its a little bit awkward because of the silence, none of us saying anything. When everything is okay, i opened the door with Alex behind me.
"Eloise, wait." Alex gently grabbed my hand causing me to stop. My heart began to beats as i slowly turn around to looked at him. "Can we talk about last night."
I swallowed hard, trying to avoid his eyes. "Do we really have to talk right now?"
"Just a quick talk." He said quietly.
"Okay." I said, Alex is making me nervous right now.
"Do you remember anything about last night?" He asked locking his puppy eyes with mine.
"I barely remember last night when we get high, then the next thing i knew you were carrying me in your arm." I replied, trying to remember anything else but that just all I remember. "That's all, why is there something happened last night?"
Alex didn't talk for a minute as if he's lost in word and thinking something that make me wonder why he's asking something like this. He suddenly went quiet.
"I—Nothing, I thought you don't remember anything." He shook his head and looked away from me. I can't read his eyes but i knew he's avoiding something . "Lets go."
I just followed Alex, on the way home i thanked Alex about everything he done. I feel bad that he need to spend money for that hotel but he told me that i dont need to worry about it, but I couldn't help because he's too nice, that's why everything is complicated, i dont know how i feel about him, it just too complicated.
When i got home i told myself that i need to face problems. As soon i saw my mom i began to feel bad for leaving her alone here, she just look so tired and stressed and she had a dark circle under her eyes. I missed my Mom so much, now I completely regret leaving her here. Im so selfish.
