It was hard to fall in love with a thirty five year old man who calls you Kid.
A rough night when Eloise met Alex for the first time. Eloise caught her boyfriend cheating at the club the night she first saw Alex. She had no idea why she kept thinkin...
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•Eloise
I payed the taxi as i fix myself. I knew i look mess right now but I didn't care, im already mess anyway so fuck it. I feel a little tipsy so i carefully walked to the sidewalk and went inside the building. I know I shouldn't do this but i just dont know what to do and there's only person who could make me feel better.
I knocked on the door three times. Making sure i got the right room of the apartment. I sighed, a little tears began to roll on my cheeks then the door finally swung opened to reveal him.
"Ellie?" Finn looked confused at the moment, until he realised the look of my face. "Shit, are you okay?"
I lost it when he asked those words. I cried and cried, I couldn't help myself but cried in front of him like a lost puppy. I didn't care if im loud but fuck, I couldn't help myself to feel emotional. I felt him slowly moved towards me and wrapped his arms around my broken body while gently rubbing my back soothingly. I just cried and cried until i soaked his shirt.
After a while we made inside of his apartment making me seat on the sofa. Finn didn't know what to do and he's obviously confused why im suddenly here, instead of asking me what am i doing here or tell me to leave he just make me stay and comfort me, i hate to say this but this is what i needed. He let me cry onto his arms while im sobbing too much, i just let it out, i was sick of it but it just felt wouldn't stop.
We stay like this until i manage to stop crying. He gave me a glass of water as i wiped my cheeks and took a deep breath, feeling embarrassed in front of him. I know how much he treated me like a shit but he's the only person who could make me feel better. He know how to make me stop from sobbing.
"What happened? I know this is not my business to know but i want to know why are you crying like this." He finally asked, taking a seat next to me. "Is this about the article?"
I slowly shook my head. "All i want was to be happy, i want to be okay and i want everything to get back to normal. It's Alex.." i sighed. "He broke up with me—No, he never actually asked me to be his girlfriend...I dont know, but he's suddenly leaving me."
I began to cry again, God, the pain wont go away it making worse and worse. I was mad at him because he make me confused and it hurt so bad. Finn gently put a hand on my back.
"I just dont know what to do, why's everyone is leaving me and why everyone is running away from my life? Am i that miserable?" I asked him and looked up. "Maybe im the problem that's why everyone is leaving me. Maybe you're right, maybe no one will love me because im sick right? I dont deserve anyone."
"Ellie no! Dont say that, whatever you're going through right now is not your fault. You're not the problem and you will never ever gonna be the problem...Because i am." Finn said and i heard him sighed. "I'm the problem it's all started to me. I shouldn't have hurt you like that, this is not the right time but I want to say sorry for everything I've done, im sorry that i hurt you, im sorry that i cheated on you and im sorry that i say some worst things to you."
