𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚 𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝟐𝟏+

.42.

Y/n's POV

Jimin and I were playing some games online as we laughed.

"Wah Y/n-ah how did you win again!! I suck at this!" Jimin said in laughter as he got killed again by my character.

"Hahahaha it's okay Jimin-shi, you'll get better," I said as we both continued to fight without characters. 

20 minutes later...

"FINALLY!!" Jimin yelled in happiness as he won.

We both laughed at Jimin as he did win after many battles. But it soon ended when I realized this wasn't the real Jimin but the one with no idea what had happened months ago. Not gonna lie I felt bad for him, but there was something in me that didn't allow me to forgive him and I was determined to know what it was.

Author's POV

"Y/n-ah are you okay?" Jimin asked her as he got her out of her trance.

"Yea?" she asked him back.

"I called you 4 times but you didn't respond. Is everything okay?" he asked curiously but in a caring-like way. 

"It's nothing really..." she said, lyingly. 

"Oh okay, by the way, do you think they're safe?" Jimin asked about the others as he believed the lie given to him. 

"I trust them a lot so they should get back what's ours," I said as smiled softly at him.

Jimin nodded his head softly and laid back on his hospital bed. 

"Y/n.. can I ask you something?" Jimin asked her as he looked at her. 

"Yeah sure what's up?" she replied as she leaned against the chair she was sitting on. 

"What happened previously?..." he asked softly enough for her to hear.

Y/n froze to his question. Why did he have to ask now when he did say he didn't want to be reminded of the mess he got into without thinking twice. 

"N-Nothing much," she answered hesitantly.

"If it's nothing, why are you hesitating?" he asked again as he got up and crossed his legs, looking at her right now. 

Y/n sighed as she stared into his eyes. The eyes that dominated her months ago and loved her like a sister but also as a partner and betrayed the trust of brotherhood. She didn't know what to say nor do.

"Jimin I don't think I should tell for your safety, you'll go through another panic attack again," she said as she got up and rubbed his back softly, leaning close to his ear. 

"I hate you but at the same time I love you as my brother, I want to forgive you but there's something stopping me from doing it," she said in a soft and caring voice. 

She pulled away and looked into his eyes, Jimin noticed her eyes were glossy. 

"Y-Y/n you're crying..." he said as he wiped her tears with his thumb softly from shock, "Please don't cry, I don't know what you're crying from but I'm sorry for hurting you if I did." 

Jimin apologized as he watched Y/n cry softly, he hugged her and patted her head, letting her cry herself out on his shoulder. The sound of Y/n's sobs and Jimin saying sorry and hushing were the only things heard in the room.

10 minutes later...

Jimin's POV

I felt Y/n's body getting heavier and I quickly put a grip on her waist to not let her fall. I checked her face to see she had slept from crying. I managed to pull her up to me and laid her body softly as I covered her body with my blanket. The bed was quite spacious so she had some space to move around. 

"I don't know what I did but please forgive me if I made you cry Y/n-ah..." I said as I got up from the bed and went to the sofa, lying there and looking out into the night sky. 

"What happened to you Jimin-ah... what did you do to everyone huh..." I asked myself as a tear escaped from my eye.

I wiped it and felt more tears streaming down my face. I went to the toilet and looked back onto my reflection. Red eyes, tears streaming down, nose red from the tears, what was this. I washed my face and dried it with a towel before going back to the sofa.

I didn't want to make much noise because Y/n was already sleeping peacefully some making a ruckus would just harm her. I looked back out to the night sky. Dark but it was lighted up with many stars and the moon was reflecting the Sun's light proudly.

The streets down were filled with lights, steam from street foods being cooked, and families and couples walking in every direction. I looked back at Y/n's sleeping figure and smiled. 

"I guess I really don't deserve happiness huh.." I said to myself and checked the time, "9.30 pm already... I bet the others will be arriving soon..." 

Meanwhile...

Hoseok's POV

"I'll go and get them, you guys can clean?" I asked the others as they started arranging back the furniture. 

"Yup we're fine, take someone with you in case they come back again," Yoongi said as he placed the pillows back in order. 

"Hyung can I follow you?" Hee Jun asked me.

"Yeah sure, I'm taking Hee Jun with me," I said as we both left the house and drove to the hospital where Y/n and Jimin were waiting for us. 

"I bet they're playing games right now." Hee Jun said as we both chuckled.

"Yea probably, I hope Jimin is okay as well. He's been through a lot, especially Jungkook." I said as I remembered what happened for almost a year right now. 

"Yea he did, but now things are going fine right? Better than before??" Hee Jun asked.

"Yeah.. better than before," I said as the radio played their news and songs.

10 minutes later...

We arrived at the hospital and went to Jimin's room. 

"Hee Jun can you ask one of the nurses for a leaving letter? We need to fill it in before we leave." I said as he nodded and went to the receptionist on the floor. 

I walked to Jimin's room and was about to enter but someone had opened the door. 

"Y/n? Are you okay??" I asked her as he eyes were red.

"J-J-Jimin.." she uttered Jimin's name.

"Why?? Where's Jimin??" I asked her as I shook her body making her eyes look into mine.

"He's missing..."

Uhhhh you guys might be wondering about this chapter but I realized there wasn't a scene of Y/n and Jimin alone and about Y/n's feelings towards him at the moment so I've made it into this chapter and now you know how they both feel like right now. I hope this chapter brought some suspense into the story and stay alive for the next one hehe :3

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