My supernatural journal

Thanksgiving part 2

Spent the day alone like any other day but whatever. Gonna have ramen noodles for dinner.

Last night I told a friend to trust themself in terms of embracing new info and stuff and realized I need to take my own advice lol maybe that's why I haven't shifted yet. I know some people say the shift happens during puberty while others say it happens in your 20s, maybe I haven't shifted cz I don't trust myself and fear any potential outcome.. who knows.

A while ago, I tried to be an alpha to a pack but I realized I do better without one since I'm not good at being an alpha. First pack I ever tried to lead, I had it all wrong and it came back to bite me in the butt. Second pack, 99% of the members grew to hate me for various reasons so I guess I'm just not meant to run one.

-Adri