My supernatural journal

1/12/2022

12:28pm- I had a dream about how I'm gonna look after I shift for the first time. It's not like I imagined but it's better (I left it to the Gods to figure out since there were too many possible combinations for me). I love it and no, I'm not saying it here. What's the point of hiding my identity if people hear how to identify me, no thanks. 

8:44pm- just got back from buying more dog food. I told my Lycan friend about the appearance and he said he really liked it in the "shifter to shifter" way (iykyk). Ever since I first told him about my "wolf-ness", his wolf-ness has had a thing for me but I'm not interested so he doesn't get ish. He literally thought he was the only wolf shifter until he met me (when he first shifted, he had no idea he wasn't human and had nobody to show him the ropes; that was a few years before we met). I asked him about it and he said the shift happened out of no where and that he couldn't remember what his life was like before it happened. He literally thought he was human through and through until he shifted cz nobody said "hey btw, we're wolves so you might shift at some point"; he even told me he thought the window to shift was sometimes between 20 and 29 years old since he was 22 at the time. To put it into perspective, he was on year 3 of being a shifter by the time we met (I was going through a therian phase at the time and I was in college; 2016). According to him (and several others) after shifting back from our animal forms, we each get something that enhances our human form in some way whether it's extra strength, stamina, speed, healing etc. haven't come across anyone who's gotten all the enhancements though but I did meet a shifter who got enhanced healing. Basically she doesn't heal in seconds but does heal in the half the time a human would. I believe he got enhanced strength, I'm not sure which one I'll get but I think I looked more athletic in the dream message so maybe I'll get strength, speed, stamina or all 3. 

It's always interesting hearing about the experiences of others whether they've shifted or not. Also, while I was having some fries and a chocolate shake, I noticed a murder of crows in an unusual setting and I thought "that's a sign" so I looked up what it meant (it meant someone was gonna die). About 2 minutes after they left, I then saw an ambulance and a fire struck designed for dead bodies pass by in the area. My medical friend once told me every fire station has a truck specifically for those who passed and this truck looked similar to a fire truck but not equipped to handle fires so I knew that must've been the dead body truck he talked about before. I then realized I was right about those crows. 

Usually my days are full of basic human stuff but not today. Today, things were different.

-Adri