Heartbroken </3

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As if the heaven was grieving with me, it started raining… raining heavily..i stood there still, kneeled and burst out crying..why life needs to be so pathetic? whenever things seem to get on track everything fall apart..life is like that a house of cards… perfect yet very unstable.. a swift breeze can break it. Something so beautiful but weathered by those wanton waves of wind…

I didn’t kiss mayank back..never..i knew I was at fault too as why I didn’t just push him away..but I was too shocked at his words.. I stood there in shock..believe me..i had zoned out and that’s when all that happened..

even when I came back to my senses, all I could see my Armaan’s beautiful face crumbled with the sobs he was holding back, how his beautiful eye had squeezed shut fighting those tears preventing them to escape… I am sorry armaan.. I really am.. but I’ll mend this..i’ll

“saara” I heard a voice behind me whisper.. “we need to go back . I don’t want you ill” mayank said in almost a whisper.. I shook my head crying way louder… he kneeled down on the ground next to me pulling me into a hug.. I placed my head on his shoulder and cried..

he put forth his palm signaling me to hold it as a support to get up.. I reluctantly accepted his hand and slowly stood up.. mayank still had his hand wrapped around my shoulder and he slowly led me in the house..

“Asmaara, how dare you walk out on us!” I heard my dad scream..

mayank put up his palm signaling them a I-got-it way . he slowly led me to the bedroom.. he closed the door behind us.. I stood there like a frozen statue..Mayank came upto me with a towel..i hardly kept track of what he was doing but I could feel that he shuffled my hair with a towel drying them..

“’you need to change or you’ll catch a cold” mayank said in a low tone.. his voice bore hurt, dismay but I couldn’t care less now.. I simply nodded and walked to the bathroom, slowly stripping my clothes. i entered the shower..  there I cried my heart out..why was life like this? why so hard?

I changed and got out of the bathroom.. I saw mayank sitting on the bed with a grief stricken face.. as he saw me entering the room, he came up to me..

“Can we talk” he forced a smile…  I simply noded.. he held my hand and walked us to the bed…

he made me first climb in the bed and then climbed in next to me..he switched off the light and switched on the bedside table lamp that lit the room up in a faint yellow light..

he leaned on my side…I put my head on his chest..he wrapped his hands around my torso and started, “Saara, always remember I’m there for you no matter what… we used to be best friends you, know? when we used to be kids.. you used to tell every secret of yours to me.. you remember you told me about that jerk who tried to bully you in the 3rd grade..”

“yeah and you beated the crap out of him” I giggled.. he laughed at it too

“so saara, you can always tell me what is going on in your life… I’ll stand by you forever and always..okay? see, I know I’ve not been of much help in the recent past but believe me I regret that each and everyday..i hate myself so much for not trusting you” he was looking down now.. ”so please tell what is it”

“its you know I think I like Armaan” I said fidgeting with my fingers

“and I screwed that up” he said with a smirk..

I playfully hit him..”ow” he groaned..

“see” he said pointing to my lips “I would do anything for that” he refered to my smile.. I blushed a bit..

“okay, so why don’t you try contacting him?” mayank spoke up after a moment of awkward silence.

“he wont pick up my phone..i’m sure of it” I frowned.

“you want me to take you over at his house?” mayank asked with a straight face..

“and why would you do that” I asked curiously..

“ for you” he replied…

that was enough..i looked up in his eyes..his eyes reflected his sincerity..  

as if understanding my question he answered, “I would do anything for you Asmaara… go anywhere after you.. even if it’s hell” he smiled a faint smile and got up taking his car keys from the bowl..

“come” he said offering his hand.. I accepted it in a heartbeat..

the drive to the Sisodhia’s was rather quiet..i was anxious to see Armaan. I wanted to see him so badly..i knew that he would be angry, mad and I don’t know what all but I needed to see him like now.. we parked infront of his house.. his house was magnificent..  it was five storied building.. on the first floor, his parents lived, on the second Abhay lived.. the third one was Armaan’s and the fourth one of Abhilasha..

“Asmaara” cried Mrs. Sisodhia alarmed..her xpression was weird…

“hello aunty” I greeted her gently..

“what are you doing here? “ she asked directly looking… scared? why was she scared?

“can I see Armaan, aunty? I asked..her expression grew weirder.

“Asmaara, I know you’re here to see Armaan..i would just warn you not to, rest is your choice beta” she replied a litter later… why I am being warned.. I grew all suspicious…

I didn’t reply..i entered the lift and pressed for Armaan’s floor..Mayank stood there silently beside me doing something on his iphone.

Finally the door opened..

I gasped..god that took  long or maybe I was the one impatient here…

I pressed the doorbell waiting there impatiently..

the door creaked..it finally opened..

I saw Armaan standing in a bathrobe smiling like some idiot.nothing more..he had lipstick marks all over his face..  as soon as he saw me  his smile evaporated..he stood there shocked for his life.. giggles were audile from the room behind him…

“Who is it maan?” I heard a high pitched voice.. a woman’s..

I looked deep into in his eye..he looked wait what hurt? I continued to glare at him when a girl walked up beside him shoving only her head out of the door. she was beautiful and had beautiful brown hai.something only actress had…I could tell she was slimand was maybe dressed.whatever… I felt my heart crunch into pieces..  seriously while I cry over him..here he is making

“Rainaa..” I heard Mayank trail off..

wait mayank knew her? ??

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so who is this raina? how does mayank know her? did Armaan really do something that horrible?

I give you a  benefit of doubt here...

and see i'm a good writer see, i update so fast..haha just kidding ;)

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