Secrets and Dishonesty (Waterloo Road)

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Neve sat in her room. She was numb after all that had happened.

Neve felt sick and dirty. Ross had raped Neve and she felt sick. She couldn't believe what had happened to her.

She felt broken, Neve looked to see as her bedroom door opened as kenadee walked in and looked to her.

Kenadee was worried over her sister. She knew something was up and that something had happened to her.

She knew when there was something up with Neve

"what happened to you, you seem off" kenadee asked as she walked over and sat on the bed next to her as Neve looked to her and frowned

"I'm fine" Neve said as kenadee paled. Kenadee knew that never wasn't fine

"your my sister, I know you and I know when there is something bothering you, I just wish that you would talk to me. I don't want you to go back down the dark hole toy have fought so hard to get out of" kenadee said as Neve looked to her sister with tears in her eyes and smiled

"I'm fine" Neve said.

Neve knew that she wanted to tell kenadee what happened to her but she knew that she just couldn't
   
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Neve got to toms and smiled "I wanted to drop Amelia off. There's stuff going on with me right now and I need you to look after me. I am not feeling too good" Neve said

Neve knew that she loved her daughter so much and she knew how she would do anything to protect her and Neve knew that meant letting Tom look after her for now especially when Neve wasn't herself, especially after what she was going through

"of course I'll look after her. Are you sure that you are okay. You don't seem that you are okay and I am worried" Tom asked as he placed a hand on her cheek.

Tom frowned to himself, he knew that she tensed up against her touch

"I'm okay. I just have to go be a good girl" Neve said as she kissed Amelia forehead and walked off, Neve was scared.

She knew that she was doing what was best for her daughter and that was keeping her with Tom.

Neve knew she couldn't be near either of them and she was terrified and she wanted to try and get past what had happened to her and she knew that it wasn't going to be easy at all

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Neve sat on her bed and she looked to an old tin that she had found. It was filled with drugs that she use to take.

She opened the tin and sighed as she swallowed some of the pills and sighed as she rested her head back.

Neve knew that she couldn't take much more of it and she knew got it was getting to her and she hated it, Neve wiped the tears from her eyes and rested her head back.

Neve knew that she needed to be elsewhere but she had no idea how she was heading on a downwards spiral