Secrets and Dishonesty (Waterloo Road)

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Neve sat in her room as she finished taking drugs, Neve knew how that she had been struggling since everything that had happened and what Ross had done to her.

Neve knew how she wanted to admit what had happened but she felt so scared and afraid and she didn't know how to deal with it. Neve knew how much that she missed Amelia but she was with Tom and she knew that she was safe with Tom and he could look after her better than she could. Neve looked as Rachel walked in and looked to Neve and frowned

"what is going on with you" Rachel asked as Neve looked to her and rolled her eyes

"nothing why" "because I know you, I am your father and I know when there is something up" Rachel said as Neve looked to her and rolled her eyes

"no, you only care when I make you look bad"

"that's not true. How dare you suggest such a thing" Rachel said

"why not it's true leave me alone"

"what is going on with you Neve. I know that you are hiding something from me"

"bite me" Neve spat as she pushed past Rachel and walked out of the room

***
Neve walked into the kitchen as she saw kenadee and looked to her and smiled

"so do you want to tell me. What is going on and don't coke out with that crap and say it's nothing as I know you. Your are my sister and I love you and I know when there is something bothering you, you know that you can tell me anything. I won't judge youL I love you" Kenadee said as Neve looked to her and frowned.

Kenadee was worried over her sister. Neve was scared, Neve knew how much she loved kenadee and how she wanted to open up and tell kenadee what had happened and what she had been theogony but she knew how scared that she was and she knew that once she told someone how it would change everything and she knew that she wasn't ready for it.

Neve knew that she was scared to admit what Ross had done to her and she knew that she couldn't even say it to herself

"I'm honestly fine you don't need to worry over me" Neve said as she walked out of the room.

She knew that she was shutting everyone that she loved out but she knew it was just something that she had to do

***
Neve frowned to herself as she stood outside of the house. She looked to see a car pull up and paled. She walked inside and bolted the door as she stood panting.

She was scared, it was ross. It was his car and Neve knew it meant at he was back. She knew what he had done to her and Neve thought that if he was actually gone that she could try and move forward but now he was back and she felt as if he was tormenting her and she couldn't cope.

Neve could hear him outside as he knocked and banged on the door as she fell to the ground sobbing. Neve had no idea how much longer that she could put up with it all. Neve knew it was all getting to much for her