Secrets and Dishonesty (Waterloo Road)

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Neve sat in her room. She knew that things were hard and she was struggling. She struggling to cope and she didn't know how much longer that she could actually deal with things and she didn't know how much longer that she could deal with it for. Neve looked to see Kenadee as she looked to her and smiled

"are you okay" Kenadee asked as she looked to her sister and smiled

"I'm fine" neve said as Kenadee sighed

"I know you neve and I know when there is something bothering you and I can see that you don't want to talk over it" Kenadee said as she walked over and sat on the bed. Neve knew how things were and she knew how she had been distant and she knew what Ross had done to her got to get more than she'd like to admit

"I really am fine" neve said as Kenadee smiled

"say what you want but I know you and whenever you are ready I am here for you and everything will be okay" Kenadee said as neve looked to her and smiled.

Neve knew that she wasn't coping at all and she was far from fine and everything was far from fine. Neve knew that she was struggling to cope with everything that was going on  
   
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Neve got to toms and smiled "hey" he said as he pulled her close and kissed her. Tom wasn't stupid and he knew that there was something going on with her and he was worried

"how's my girl" she asked as she walked into the living room as she picked up Amelia from her playpen and Smiled as he kissed the top of her head and smiled

"she's been good as gold. How have you been you have been distant and I was worried over you. Your the mother of my child and your my girl and I am here for you both. And she misses you" Tom said as neve held Amelia close as she kissed the top of her head.

Neve knew how people were noticing how off and distant that she was being and she knew how it scared her and how she didn't know what to do over it. Neve knew that as soon as she opened up over Ross did to her it would change everything and she knew that scared her. Tom placed a hand on top of hers and smiled

"you know I am here and that you can tell me anything" Tom said as she smiled

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Neve sighed as she finished writing a letter. It was a letter revealing what had happened and what Ross had done to her, Neve knew that she had made a decision and she wanted ross to pay.

She placed a letter to Tom and Amelia inside she wanted them to know, she wrote kenadee name on the envelope and sighed as she ran a hand through her hair, she was scared.

She walked back to her room and lay on the bed as she grabbed the bottle of vodka off of the side, she took a sip of it as she opened the bottle of sleeping tablets she had been given

she downed the bottle with the vodka and lay back on the bed hoping to not wake up again but would anyone find her before it was too late?