𝓐𝓷𝓽𝓲-𝓡𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓬

Lee Chaeryeong

...When she finds out you thought about committing suicide...

WC: 777

Warnings: mentions of suicide

A/N: I'll credit myself for this story

Chareyoung's POV

"Babyy I'm home!" I announced As I stepped into the house I shared with my wife, y/n. "Babe?" I called out again because there was no response the first time. "Lover?" I muttered as I proceeded farther down the hallway, "She should be home by now." I whispered to myself

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She entered the dining room and saw you seated at the table, staring at the wall in front of you. "Y/n?" She receives no response from you. She walks up to you and places her hand on your shoulder, making you jump.

"Hey, are you all right? For a little while, you seemed to be out of it."

"Oh. Yeah. Chae, I'm fine." You mutter something out. She knows you're not being truthful. She pulls up a chair and takes a seat next you. She delicately holds your chin and turns you to face her.

"Please tell me what's upsetting you. I can't fight the monsters if I don't know what they are." That was something Chaeryeong always said to you when she noticed you were depressed, and it always made you laugh and cheered you up.

Today, though, was an exception. You can't keep the tears from streaming down your face. Chaeryeong leans forward and gently kisses your lips before wiping away your tears. You shook your head as you gently pushed her away. "Why, baby?" she asked, her eyes filled with concern.

You brushed your tears away before taking a deep breath "I-If your going to leave me.....go now, dont show me false hope," you muttered,loud enough for her to hear.

"Baby, I would never do that to you-" She didn't complete her sentence as you spoke again, "if you've ever, even for a second, considered leaving me, leave now," your fist clenched, gazing directly at her with teary eyes.

"What's the matter, baby? Why would you believe that?" She reached out to kiss your cheek, but you pushed it away. "You probably don't even love me," you said quietly, but she heard you. "Y/n, listen to me, I love you, and only you, okay," she pleaded.

"YOU JUST SAID THAT!" you screamed, forcing her to step back a little. "You're simply saying that, you must want someone like all your idols, gorgeous bodies and bright smiles," you continued softly.

"Listen to me, they don't make me happy, you do, okay? I would never leave you, my love. You mean more to me than anything else. Please tell me what's wrong "She begged you, holding your hands in hers.

"Chaeryeong, I was really considering suicide today. I just do n't know. I feel like I'm out of my body right now, like I was ready to die this afternoon and now I'm here, with you, and it's weird." Chaeryeong's eyes begin to glisten with unshed tears, which she quickly blinks away.

She is your guardian, the one who makes you feel secure, the one who comforts you, and she has to be stronger than ever right now for you and her both.

"What happened, Y/N? Why did you wish to die in the first place?"

You responded after a few seconds of deep breathing and wiping away your tears. "I just. I dont know, Chaeryeong. I'm always melancholy and gloomy, and nothing seems to help. You really make me happy, but when you're not here, all of the negative ideas return, and today I think I just felt overwhelmed."

"Y/n You know you can always call me even if I'm not here, right?"

"But, I don't want to bother you when you're practicing."

"I don't care if I'm in the middle of a concert. If you ever feel this way again, please let me know immediately, okay?" You nod and draw her up to you, hugging her tightly in your arms. She gently pulls you up and carries you to the bed, where she places you on her chest. She runs her fingers up and down your back softly, and before you realize it, she's singing to you.

So when your tears roll down your pillow like a river
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
When you're screaming, but they only hear you whisper
I'll be loud for you
But you gotta be there for me too

You begin sobbing once more, but this time for a different cause. You're overjoyed to be alive and in the arms of Chaeryeong. Her words are soothing, and her voice makes you feel at ease. With the heavenly sound of her voice, all of the despair and bad thoughts vanished.

You fall asleep peacefully and mutter a "I love you" before entering your dreamland. She smiles to herself and kisses you on the cheek. "I love you as well, y/n. Thank you for sticking around."