𝓐𝓷𝓽𝓲-𝓡𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓬

Chou Tzuyu

When you dont want to have the baby

WC: 412

Warnings: slight angst 

She didn't say a single word, didn't even look up at you when you told her you were pregnant. And not even when you said you were considering an abortion did she look up or say anything.

You were taking deep breaths and leaned forward, your hand reaching out to touch her's.

"Please, look at me.."

"Do whatever you want," and with that, she got up and walked out of the room, but her voice.. you've been with him for long enough to hear that slight tremble that she liked to hide from everyone and herself. she might pretend to be indifferent about this whole thing, but you knew she wasn't.

You left her alone that day, decided to give her a bit more space these next days while you finalized your decision on what to do.

It was a day before your appointment that she called you in the middle of the night.

"Hello?" you said sleepily.

"You okay?"

You forced yourself to sit up and turn on the bed sight lamp, "Tzuyu?"

"I uh..-" she sniffled and you could hear her trying to be strong, "Did you.. did you do it yet?"

"No.. it's tomorrow," no answer to that. Dead silence on the other end until you gently asked: "Tzuyu? Are you still there?"

"Yeah, yeah.. I just.. I was just thinking.. would a baby really be that bad, Y/N?"

"What?"

"I mean.. just imagine it.. a little boy or girl running around. Ours."

"Tzuyu..," you sighed and brushed a hand over your face, "Where is this coming from? You were always the one who told me we should wait till you had more time.."

"I know what I said, it's just..-" she let out a desperate sigh, "This is our baby, Y/N.."

A lonely tear rolled out of your eyes, one hand now over your mouth as you closed your eyes.

It was quiet for a few minutes again, before you could hear a knock on your front door.

"Open up.." she said on the other end of the line and you quickly rushed to the door.

And when you saw her in front of you, looking as bad as you did, you couldn't keep it together anymore. And as if on the touch of a button, both of you started crying and holding the other one.

Yeah.. maybe it would be hard, it would most definitely be hard, actually. But you had each other.. and so maybe.. maybe you could do it. Raise a baby. As long as you were together