Let me love you (a Xiaojun x male reader story ft Yuwin)

Ch 12

When we reach the dorm Winwin tells me to go ahead and get my stuff then meet me in his room while he showers and changes. So I head to mine and Xiaojun's room then pack up some pajamas and a few fashion magazines that I have hidden around in my suitcase. I cheerfully wish Xiaojun a goodnight he giving me a small smile and telling me to have fun. Smiling I skip out of the room and to Winwin's room to wait on him. Once he enters the room I admire his cute pajamas of a small camisole pajama shirt with a galaxy pattern on it and a small pair of shorts with the same pattern that shows off his legs. He's drying his hair with a towel and when he sees me he smiles. "Go on and get changed I'll get everything ready." I nod and get up holding my pajamas then head to the bathroom changing into a hot pink tank top with a pair of small light pink plaid shorts. Once I'm done I skip back to Winwin's bedroom and he looks up when he sees me a smile on his face. "Now that's really cute." I blush and give a shy look. "Thanks Winwin." He giggles and goes back to getting different nail polishes and makeup settled in the floor. "You know you can call me Sicheng." I immediately hide my face looking embarrassed. "Sorry. I didn't wanna call you by your real name without permission." He waves it off giving me a reassuring look. "It's fine I promise. Anyways come sit and let me do your makeup and nails." His face screams excitement and I smile walking over and take a seat in front of him. He pulls out a bag of nail polish and tells me to pick a color. Biting my lip I choose black and Sicheng gives me a teasing look. "Oooo someone's feeling rebellious." I giggle and hold my hand out so he can start. Watching him carefully color each nail I can't help but ask curiously. "Is it hard being the only one in the group to like fashion and having to hide it because of fans?" He peeks up at me before going back to doing my nails. "It was hard at first. Especially when I first got put in the group I was terrified because Yuta wasn't physically here to stand up for or reassure me. It took me forever to be myself fully and I'm thankful the others supported me." He finishes with my nails having me put my hands on my knees and I quickly do as he says so the polish can dry. "I'm glad you can be yourself. I was scared to accept that I was different for years and then Xiaojun kinda gave me a push. Then when he said you were like me about dressing up I felt relieved." He nods and puts a comforting hand on my shoulder. "Good because your not alone and you can always be yourself around me and around the others." I give a little smile then he bounces a little in excitement. "Okay now lets get my nails done and then we'll watch some corny romance movies and everything." Smiling he lets me choose his nail color out I choosing a dark purple and I carefully do his nails when suddenly he asks randomly. "What's going on with you and Hendery?" I immediately flush bright red and look uncomfortable. "I honestly have no idea. He said something about killing Xiaojun with jealousy and I told him it might not even work because Xiaojun probably doesn't like me in that way." Sicheng rolls his eyes. "I'm pretty sure he doesn't even know his own feelings. Just be patient and hopefully he'll come around." I look at him and can't help but tease a little. "How do you even know I like guys?" He gives me a look like I'm stupid. "Maybe because you've been following Xiaojun around like a puppy the past few months. And you stare at him like he hung the moon or something." Blushing in embarrassment I groan. "I didn't think I was that obvious." Sicheng just looks at me amused. "Honey your WAY obvious. The only one more oblivious than Xiaojun is Lucas." I can't help but agree as I finish his nails. "Yeah Lucas doesn't seem to understand that I'm gay and not interested in women at all. He's always trying to set me up with girls." Sicheng laughs then gives me a sheepish look of apology. "Sorry. But that is funny. I can just imagine you going on a date and being more girly and feminine than the girls Lucas chose." I groan. "Yeah it's so awkward but usually they take one look at me and understand." He nods then suddenly a phone starts going off. Sicheng quickly grabs his ringing phone and beams when he looks at it. "It's Yuta! Do you mind?" I get up smiling reassuringly. "No go ahead and talk to him. I need to take my medicine and I'll get us some snacks." He looks at me thankfully as I slip out of the room hearing his cheerful voice as I close the door. I then head into the kitchen and look around for Kun only to jump when I suddenly hear a wolf whistle. Spinning around I see a grinning Hendery leaning against the doorway. "Well someone sure looks beautiful tonight." I blush bright red and give him a slight look. "Oh stop it. Where's Kun?" He moves off the doorway and moves closer to me. "He had something important to do. So I'm taking care of your medicine tonight." I give a slight look of confusion but agree and he pulls out the key to the locked cupboard holding the medicine. He grabs the right ones getting the ones I need now out and then hands me each pill before putting the medicine back and locks the cupboard back up then hands me a bottle of water. I take the bottle and swallow my medicine before putting the bottle on the table. I then turn back around only to jump when I see Hendery standing a little close. I give him a pout and gently smack his shoulder. "You scared me!" He chuckles before saying teasingly. "Sorry princess." My face turns bright red and I go to say something when I suddenly hear someone clear their throat. Looking towards the doorway I see Xiaojun standing there an unhappy look on his face. Feeling embarrassed I maneuver around Hendery and mutter about needing snacks quickly going over to the cupboard they're held in. I open it and grab a few snacks but frown when I see the cookies high up. Standing on my tip toes I try to grab it but epically fail when I see another hand reaching over me and grab them. Cautiously turning around I see Xiaojun standing in front of me and gulp when I see our faces inches apart. Unable to stop myself I look down at his lips before quickly moving my gaze back up to his eyes. Blushing I gently push him backwards a little before grabbing the cookies and murmur a quiet "thanks" before running out of the room with the snacks. Not before hearing Hendery yell out a "goodnight princess!"

(Xiaojun's Pov)

I watch as Jiang runs out of the room and scowl when I hear Hendery yell out a "goodnight princess!" Walking over to him I can't help but say a little aggressively. "Hey man you need to stop with the flirting." He just raises an eyebrow at me. "And why's that?" I can't help but frown. "Because Jiang isn't ready for a relationship yet." He just looks me in the eye his own filled with amusement. "I think that's up to him not you." I feel my hands clench a little a feeling of frustration and anger running through me. "Just do me a favor and stop messing with him." Just as I'm about to leave I hear him speak up making me freeze. "Why do you like him?" I turn to look at him in confusion. "What? No. I just don't want you to hurt him when he's already been through a lot." What he says next for some reason immediately pisses me off and I have to bite my tongue. "What if I'm serious about pursuing him? You don't mind right? I mean because you don't have feelings for him. So he's available to pursue." My eyes narrow slightly and I glare before storming out of the kitchen. I grab my guitar and head straight for the balcony grumbling to myself in frustration. "Hendery doesn't deserve him. He needs someone who will take care of him." The next thing that runs through my mind is "he's trying to take Jiang away from me." Shaking that thought from my head I try to focus on playing my guitar but Jiang keeps popping up in my head. His pale skin, hazel eyes and cute little pink lips. Snapping out of it I groan in frustration and tug at my hair. "What's wrong with me?" I get up deciding to give up on playing and head straight for my room ignoring Ten's confused look and climb into bed but just end up staring at the wall my mind racing through the whole night.