When Love Lasts x Jemily

Chapter 17

Emily's pov:
I woke up the next morning and saw JJ already awake looking very thoughtful. "Good morning." I smiled kissing her. "Whatcha thinking about?"

JJ sighed. "I want to tell you something. But I don't want you to be mad at me. You're going to think I'm a bad person." She said looking down.

"Well that's a great way to start off the day. You can tell me anything sweetie I promise I won't be mad. And I can 100% tell you that I will never think you're a bad person." I said kissing her cheek. "So fire away."

"I wanna have a baby." She said very quickly. I looked at her in shock for a second. "What?" I said.

"You're mad at me. You think I'm trying to replace the baby that I lost but I'm not I've always wanted kids and I want kids with you and I've wanted to be a mother every since I was 5 and you think I'm a terrible person and you don't want to marry me anymore I'm sorr-" I cut off JJ's rambling.

"Okay first takes breath. Second, of course I'm not mad at you. You're not a terrible person for wanting kids. That doesn't mean that you're replacing Maggie. And of course I still want to marry you JJ are you insane? I'm crazy in love with you and nothing can change that." I said holding her hand.

She finally calmed down a little bit. "Yes JJ of course I want to have a baby with you. I already know you are going to be the best mother that ever existed. Any kid would be lucky to have you as their mom." I said with a smile.

"Really?" She asked excitedly. I nodded and she jumped up wrapping her arms around me and kissing me. "I love you I love you I love you." She said happily. "We're going to have a baby." I said with a smile.

We spent the majority of our days off just lounging around eating junk. JJ had to rest her arm but it was healing pretty well and she should be able to go back into the field.

We had work this morning and we're both about to leave. "JJ let's gooo." I call to her just has she runs down the stairs. "I'm ready I'm ready." She rolls her eyes grabbing the keys and walking to the car.

"Mm someone's grouchy today." I smile getting into the passenger seat. She just glares at me and starts driving.

When we got to the bau JJ got out of the car and kissed me on the lips hugging my waist. "I love you Emily."

"I love you too." I said hugging her back. "My tummy hurts." She frowns. I kiss her forehead. "Are you on you're period?" I ask her. She nods and let's her head fall to my shoulder. "I think I'm dying."

"Babe you're not dying." I laugh. "Well it feels like I am."

When JJ got into her office she stormed inside and slammed the door. She's in a mood again.

"What's up with her?" Reid asked. "Just don't bother JJ this week." I said with a smile. Tara and Garcia both laugh knowingly.

Derek looked over to them. "What was that? Do women just have like a secret language that we don't understand? Like can you just read each other's brains?"

We all burst out laughing and Derek just looked confused and annoyed. "Women are so confusing." He muttered under his breath.

That night after me and JJ got home she was laying in bed watching tv. I go and sit next to her. "Ack." She groans. "Ack?" I ask.

"That's the exactly how I feel. Ack." She said. "Still bad cramps?" I ask. She nods. "I'm sorry baby. I'm going to go get you a heat pack." I say leaning down and kissing her forehead before getting up and going down to the kitchen.

I come back up and give her the heat pack before laying down in bed. She places it on her stomach and leans her head against my shoulder. "Just try getting some sleep. Good night jayje I love you." I whispered. "I love you Em." She said back.

*a few days later*
JJ and I were sitting at the kitchen table. "Emily can I ask you something?" She says. "Of course what's up?"

"When are we getting married?" She says. I look at her for a second. "Well I mean that depends. If you wanted to we could go down the courthouse and get married right now."

She frowns at me. "JJ I'm kidding." I laugh. "But in all seriousness, do you want to start planning the wedding? Because truthfully I don't think that's a bad idea."

I big smile spreads across her face. "Okay okay I have so many ideas and there's so many things to decide like where's the venue who are we inviting what food are we having who's going to marry us-"

"Five seconds in and you're already bridezilla." I smile. "Penelope is going to have a ball with this."

JJ's laughs. "We have so much to do!" She says, her face lighting up. I laugh and pull her into a kiss.

*1 week later*
It's been a week and I'm pretty sure JJ and Garcia already have every minute of our wedding planned out. JJ is having the time of her life with this. JJ obviously chose not to invite her mother which I completely agree with.

I'm not inviting the ambassador either.  She hasn't been in my life for the past 10 years what would change now?

JJ and I both decided on a beach wedding. We both loved the ocean and I really liked the idea. I let JJ handle the majority of the decorations and food choices because that was more her thing than mine. I was in charge of managing all the guests and technical stuff because that's more my style.

I was of course nervous, but I had absolutely no doubts in my mind that I wanted to marry JJ. She was the love of my life and I can't image spending it with anyone else.