Did You Come To Stare Or Wash Away The Blood? (My Chemical Romance Fanfic)

Where Did I Go Wrong? I Lost A Friend, Somewhere Along In The Bitterness

Title from How To Save A Life by The Fray

Chapter 14- Where Did I Go Wrong? I Lost A Friend, Somewhere Along In The Bitterness

The door flew open before I even began to push it and Lewis almost barrelled into me.

"-CKING MAKE ME STAY HERE! YOU CAN'T MAKE ME DO ANYTHING!" Lewis screamed back at the nurse and a shell shocked Jaimie sitting in the room. "I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE," He hadn't realised that I was standing right in front of him until I placed my hand onto his shoulder and looking into those stunning green orbs. My breath hitched in my throat as he gazed back into mine. His step faltered. "Elena? What are you doing here?" he questioned me in a far calmer tone than before.

"I came for you. Jaimie found you in a bad shape, brought you back to the music shop where I was waiting for him. I cleaned you up while Jaimie called the ambulance, then he came with you here. Drew gave me a lift," I muttered not taking my eyes off of his.

"I didn't need to come here El, I'm fine," he said to me unconvincingly still wincing in pain from his damaged ribs.

"Don't bullshit me Lewis, your ribs are fucked. Don't try to tell me that they aren't because I know what it feels and looks like to have a cracked rib. Do does Jaimie," Lewis tried to argue with me but to no avail. "No, you are going back in there, letting the nurse look you over and if she says you are fine they you can leave this wretched place but until then get back on that fucking bed before I cause you even more pain. Okay?" I threatened even though I don't think I could ever hurt him. He already meant too much to me. Lewis just rolled his eyes before stumbling back onto the hospital bed. The nurse mouthed 'Thank You' to me and I just smiled in response.

"So Lewis where were we?" she mused. "Oh yes, are you experiencing any pain in your chest or stomach?" she asked him. Lewis was about to say that he wasn't when I gave him a death stare. He sighed and gave in.

"The right side of my chest kills but I'll be fine," he tried to tell her. She wrote something down on her notepad.

"Well Mr?" the nurse asked not knowing his last name.

"Dawson, Lewis Dawson," he muttered.

"Okay, Mr Dawson. You're going to have a couple of X-rays to see whether or not you have a broken rib or they are just bruised. You should be thankful for this young lady. If it wasn't for her your injuries could have become infected and that wouldn't have been pretty. At all," she left the room braided hair swinging behind her.

"Bitch," Lewis muttered. I rolled my eyes and sighed. Then something hit me, where the hell was Drew?

"Jaimie?" Jaimie nodded and looked up at me from the hospital chair he was sitting on. "Can you go find Drew, he was right behind me earlier and now I have no idea where he is. Frank and the rest of the guys may be with him," he smiled and nodded patting my shoulder as he left the room.

"Now, Lewis Dawson tell me what the fuck happened to you," I order sitting on the chair that Jaimie had previously occupied by the side of Lewis' bed. His gazed shifted onto his hands which suddenly became extremely interesting. "Please, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong," I pleaded. Lewis snorted in response before saying;

"Like you want to help me, I'm just a useless piece of shit. A worthless excuse for a man," I gasped as he said this. For the few hours I had know Lewis he seemed so sweet and wonderful. I didn't understand how he could think that.

"I really do want to help you, I don't think you're worthless. I think you're amazing," I told him blushing slightly.

"Yeah right," He retorted.