Did You Come To Stare Or Wash Away The Blood? (My Chemical Romance Fanfic)

How Do I Know If I Should Stay Or Just Go?

Chapter Title from Stay With Me by You Me At Six

This is the final chapter, well except the epilogue, but then it's the end of Did You Come To Stare Or Wash Away The Blood. But there will be a sequel! 

I have another recommendation of a fan fiction for you guys to read, it's another Killjoys one. This time it is by someone called MikeyNinjaBirdWay and the fan fiction is called Keep Running and is my favourite MCR fanfic at the moment (but not my favourite fan fiction, no that goes to Safe Little Thoughts To Keep You Safe by ofmiceandelle so you should check that story out too) and I'm also going to be featuring in the story which has gotten me extremely excited. Anywho make sure you go read 'Keep Running' by mikeyninjabirdway (which is a fricking awesome username) as soon as you've finished this chapter or the next one depending on when you get around to reading this... Oh Barakat I'm rambling... I guess Elena and I are similar in some ways then. SHUT UP CHLOE AND GET ON WITH THE DAMN STORY!!

http://www.wattpad.com/story/2048576-keep-running-mcr-fanfiction 

Chapter 27- How Do I Know If I Should Stay Or Just Go?

Thursday morning, I had one day left. One day before I was leaving the only world I knew behind and venturing into a new reality. Everything I thought I knew was gone, the life I had and the people I loved would all be gone. Lewis and Jaimie would be left behind in rainy England while I was hiding from the sunlight in LA. I wasn't a saviour as Lewis had called me just the night before, no I was a vampire. I was sucking the life out of two of the people who meant the most to me by leaving them behind. The media knew about me, did they know about Lewis? Did they know about how much he meant to me? Would they leave him alone to his own devices or harass him for being the person I dragged into my messed up little world. 

I sighed and opened my eyes in an attempt to banish the thoughts away from the depressing thoughts plaguing my overactive mind. Well like that was going to work. Coffee and loud music were the only options I had left before I fell into a spiral of thoughts about how what I was doing with my life was going to affect Lewis. Groaning I rolled out of bed and landed on the floor of the bus with a soft thud but thankfully not waking up any of the guys sleeping centimetres away. I grabbed one of the Glamour Kills shirts Alex and Jack had left me along with a pair of red super skinny jeans and my beloved army jacket. Crawling into the bathroom because standing up was too much effort I also picked up my eyeliner and contact lenses. A few minutes later I walked out of the room once again this time dumping my shorts and one of Mikey's shirts onto my bed, as they were what I was wearing the night before. I quietly walked into the small kitchen and made myself an extremely strong coffee and noticing the time for the first time since I woke up. 5:17am.

"Why in the name of Billie Joe am I awake?" I grumbled to myself while walking out of the bus with my coffee to make sure that I didn't disturb anyone still sleeping. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and starting listening to Hold Me Down by You Me At Six no even bothering to put my headphones in because come on, who doesn't enjoy a bit of the lovely Josh Franceschi's angelic voice? I began to quietly sing along to Stay With Me. It reminded me of how I used to feel about Matt, before he pushed me away- right into the open arms of Lewis Dawson.

You've got a lot say for the one that walked away

I give, you take

It's the way it's always been

Oh, how do I know if I should stay or just go?

The bottom line is this way I'll never know

Stay with me, 

Stay with me, oh

You've got a lot to say for the one that pushed me away