𝗔𝗖𝗖𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗦 - PT 4

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Last night, and I promised myself not to tell Jinx this, Silco and I got into a "small" fight.
Silco is upset I'm dating his daughter and they call me a betrayer. I'm no betrayer.

Where's the logic in all of this? Sevika took Silco's side, and of course she did. She has nothing better to do with her life then take other people's sides since she can't stand up for her own. She insulted me as well and called me fucked up names. What's up her ass?

BETRAYER.. Silco said to my face, making me feel more miserable then ever. I sighed and looked away. "I'm not a betrayer, Silco."
Silco shook his head and laughed. "You're an idiot. Someone like you shouldn't be dating MY daughter."  He grabbed his ash tray and flicked the ash of his cigarette into the tray. He disgusted me..

How could he ever be Jinx's father? This man? He seems like the sort of man to shoot everyone dead just for his daughter.
"LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU."
SMACK. Blood. PUNCH. Blood. HIT. Blood.

There's not much I can do about it then sigh miserably and fall to my knees and scream. I cannot let Jinx know about this at all. As soon as I got back to our room, I slammed directly down onto the bed and began to sleep again. It was a rough night since Silco had taken me away from my bedroom and thrown me down onto the couch and began beating the complete shit out of me.

Does he find me weak? Or selfish? Or disgusting? Revolting?
What am I anymore? Am I even a human? What is up with everyone? Maybe if everyone kept their business to themself.. then everyone could be happy. Once I woke up I had noticed Jinx standing at the end of the bed with a very angry frown. And trust me, when she's angry, it's a different kind of angry.
I'm hurting because of you, Jinx.

My arms are bleeding all over the place and my face is completely busted inwards, my eyes look like I haven't slept in years and my tears keep rolling down my eyes like Niagara Falls.

DOES THE DATE EVEN MATTER ANYMORE? Jinx asked you, pushing herself up against a table in front of you.
"I mean.. Yeah, I guess. The date does m—"
"Look at you."

Jinx cut you off from your sentence before slamming her head onto the table in the bar and breathing heavily. "They offered you to go out with them. Do you even realize that the hell you've gotten yourself into? Should I just shoot everyone you interact with? Is that what I need to do? Do you need to learn a lesson?

And what did Silco do to you? Tell me everything, I'm dying to know. I was sleeping while this happened and now I don't even know if I can trust you being awake."
Jinx said as she bandaged your legs and arms up.

"It's a long story, Jinx. And trust me, you don't want to hear about it." I told her directly to her face. Wink wink, nudge nudge, bad idea.
You never know when she will have a mental breakdown but I suppose I can tell when she's about to have one. There's a certain look on her face, then her whole body freezes up. She looks down then up, then down again and begins shaking.

The look in Jinx's eye sent a shiver down my spine and made me feel differently then I normally do. While she proceeded to wrap my wounds, I pulled out a bottle of 'SNS Vodka,' and popped off the cork lid and put the beverage up to my lips to drink. I was so god damn thirsty and that was the only thing near me at the moment — It tasted good.

Twice as good as normal alcohol, or normal vodka for that matter. "You know you never really had to actually do this for me. I can do it on my own—" "Shut up." Jinx replied with, rolling her eyes and scoffing at me in a dissatisfied and disappointed way. For her not to trust me anymore must've took a shit-tun of courage.

The electric blue haired female grabbed the vodka from my hand and set it against the table of the bar. She pulled out her gun and shot it. The glass bottle shattered, the rest of the liquid spilling all over the table. The disappointment. I wonder what Thierum will think about that.. Or Chuck, as Jinx likes to call him.
YOU SHOULDN'T BE DRINKING THAT, Jinx says in her stubborn tone. "Not in the state you're in. Do I make myself clear? Listen to me, (Your Name)."
"I'm listening — I was thirsty, okay?"
"That's not an excuse~..""Then what should I use as an excuse? I was honestly thirsty."
Jinx spins her gun around her finger through the shooting loop. "News, you aren't making any sense, dear."
Quietly, I sighed. "Then can you go

get me some water?" She nods and gets
up but  leaving her gun on the bar table. What would you possibly do with an item that isn't yours? Don't touch it at all. That's the best option. Just leave it be and don't even lay a finger on that gun. You could cause harm to people.

"Im back." She places a bottle of water next to you and opens the cap for you, placing it up next to your lips so you can drink it.

"There, I got you the drink. Now drink it." Without a thought to my carefree mind I picked it up and began chugging it like one of those 5th graders trying to impress their crush by chugging the entire water bottle in around 9 seconds.

"Oh. You really were thirsty, huh?" She asked me while crossing her legs and snatching her gun back so she felt safe. "I thought I told you I — Never mind. Yeah, I was really thirsty."

"I thought so — No, I know so." Jinx closed her eyes and screamed at the top of her lungs for Chuck to come down and make her a drink. Of course, Chuck came to her service and grabbed her a drink of apple juice and slid it to her.

Apple juice has been her favourite drink ever since she was a little girl. "Thank you — You can go now." Thierum nodded and rushed out of the room. I'm pretty sure he knew that if he didn't serve Jinx at the time she wanted to be served and when she wanted something, he'd get in a lot of shit.
She began slurping it loudly like a little kid with a done drink.

I knew Jinx was still a child at heart.
She always was. Powder was still hiding somewhere inside her, I just didn't have the urge to dig deep inside Jinx to pull her out. "Jinx?"
I tapped her.
"What is it?"

She responded. Before she could even say another word, I stood up on my poorly treated legs and hugged her. Jinx kept silent before I rubbed her back and made her feel.. what it felt like to be loved.

Of course Jinx began tearing up and crying. She always did whenever we hugged.
Before I knew it, she grabbed her gun and shoved it to my forehead. I tapped the barrel and gently moved the gun away from my forehead. She moved it back. I moved it away.
"Are you okay, Jinx?" She shook her head and pulled me back.
"Can you.. uh.."

It was hard to understand her, her voice was cracking up and I bet there was a sore feeling in the back of her throat.
"Can you call me Powder instead of Jinx?"










Chapter 4, END.

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