Plan B [KNJxOC]

Chapter Twenty One: Baby Pictures

A/N: literally found this song the morning I started writing this chapter and it's so fitting to the previous chapter. Give it a listen!

Also, I'm aware his sister's name is public knowledge. I personally didn't feel comfortable using it.

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How could she be so stupid?

She had no one to blame but herself.

That little voice she kept ignoring was hers and hers alone. Those butterflies in her stomach were warning her that she needed to run. Yet, she followed them blindly, right into his lap and mouth and now she looked like a dumbass.

She'd been through plenty of humiliating moments in her life but this definitely sat in the Top Five. The fact that he was the one to stop it was even more embarrassing. It should've been her who came to her senses first because she swore this wouldn't happen. She promised herself she wouldn't fall back into him, no matter what.

Namjoon was like a drug she'd managed to kick once and all it took was one hit for her to be addicted again. She was falling down the rabbit hole and it had taken her too long to climb out the first time. It couldn't happen again.

"You stupid bitch." She scolded the woman in the mirror as she brushed her teeth. A couple of pretty words and she was losing her fucking clothes. What a disappointment.

Since Mia was still asleep, Leila decided to take a quick shower. She'd gone into her room the night before so ashamed that she was afraid to even leave the room to shower. But she could practically smell his cologne on her all night and it was driving her insane.

She turned on the shower and started to peel her clothes off. When she turned back to the mirror to put her hair up, she caught a glimpse of a purple mark on her chest.

Leila grazed the tender spot where he left his mark on her. She closed her eyes and put her head down holding on to the sink for some kind of support.

"You gotta go." She whispered to herself. "You need to get out of here before you ruin everything for your daughter."

After she was showered and dressed for the day she head in to wake Mia up but she was already up when she walked into the room.

And she wasn't alone.

Namjoon sat on the bed with her while she played with a toy. Leila's heart dropped at the sight of him and she looked away, occupying herself with getting Mia's clothes ready.

"She woke up while you were showering." She heard him say as she rummaged through the drawers. Leila nodded but didn't say anything. "Can we- can we talk?"

Leilas hands stilled and she shut her eyes. "About?" She said casually trying to disguise the hurt in her voice.

"Lei," Then he was standing beside her, too close for comfort. She moved around him and head towards Mia, smiling brightly at the only person who could make her feel better. "Last night was-"

"A mistake and it won't happen again." She finished for him.

"That's no-"

She cut him off again just wanting to end all of this. "I think it's time I got that hotel room."

"Cmon Lei, we were drunk." He had drank quite a bit, the alcohol had loosened him up but he wouldn't say he was drunk. He was still very much in his right mind when he kissed her but he wouldnt tell her that.

"No Namjoon, you were drunk. I was fine and now I want to go. So please do me that favor or I'll figure it out alone."

Her admission proved to him that she knew exactly what she was doing when she kissed him back. A part of him hoped that she would just say she was drunk too so they could move on.