Wonderland in Barcalona

Chapter Nineteen-The argument

But I got out the words first....

"I never was good enough for you, mum, was I? I was always that little worthless little girl who always took the blame, someone for you to ruin, to break! Good job, you did it, so tell me, are you Fucking happy now?!" I snapped angrily.

"So what! You were always a good little punching bag! After all it was your fault she disappeared! Why your father left! Why we are in this situation!" My mother yelled, she drawing a very fine line, I'm glad the hotel is empty now.

"It wasn't my fault! You had the affair for three years! You dragged me to Spain! You choose to fuck me up!" I snapped back at my mother just as quick to reply from her shitty comebacks.

"Do you think your father would be proud?" My mum asked, oh she had to go there, "at least I'm not the gold digger" I spat, I was pissed, "I am not" my mother announced slightly sheepishly, "really? Wanna tell me why you are with Phil?" I asked with a hint of sarcasm lacing my voice, I watched my mother shrink, yes I went there, she was a... "dirty little whore of a gold digger" I spat at her in disgust.

"You were with me for the money?" Phil's' voice rung through the room, him and my mother had this little argument with us just watching, none of my friends said anything, Becky's arms wrapped around my shoulders, in a comforting way while the tears threatened to spill.

My mother turned to me, fire in her eyes, "we are done Beth" Phil announced, he was breaking up with her, good, Phil walked out of the hotel giving me a sad look, he deserved better anyway.

"This is your fault" my mother stated in a deadly calm voice, "you are not my daughter, any more" my mother growled gate dripping from her words, "I haven't been your daughter since I was seven" I shot back, my mother looked at me like I just killed the queen of England.

"Your sister deserved better then you!!!" My mother roared, I froze, she stepped over the line, nope, she jumped, nah, oh got it...she fucking burnt the line an did a shit on its grave.

She can't be fucking serious.

"Your sister would be ashamed of you, I hope she is dead so she doesn't see the disgrace which is you" my mother sneered, she's serious, silence fell over everyone.

My head started to spin, tears ran down my cheeks, I became numb, I can't believe she said that... Someone finally broke the silence.

"Alice..."