Citrus

Chapter 11

The night cane and Momo and Sana was on their living room watching a random drama on their tv. The two Japanese girls were living together in an apartment near the academy ever since they went to Korea to study.

Momo and Sana suddenly heard noises from Momo's room and now, they can't concentrate in their drama. Meanwhile, inside the room, Nayeon was muffling her screams using a pillow while kicking the bed. Regretting what she have done, all that she wanted to do was to scream really loud but can't because Momo and Sana might hear her.

She decided not to go home tonight to avoid the awkwardness between her and Jeongyeon. They share a room, for fuck's sake!

Fuck, fuck, fuck! Why did I fucking do that!?

She stopped kicking and screaming for a while since she can't breathe through the pillow. She sighed, wishing to just forget about what happened.

Even if I regret it now, it's already done, though!

But she still remembers that scene every time she stops moving. She was now back at kicking the bed, but she didn't realize she forgot her precious pillow to muffle her screaming.

"My feelings are basically out there, now! Fuck it! I bet she's hella creeped out about me! Shit!"

"Hey, are you okay, Nayeonie? Oh..."

Fuck.

Momo and Sana peeked at the room to see what the older girl was doing. They were worried because of the scream she heard from their room. Nayeon was startled when she saw two heads peeking at the door. She sat up on the bed and gestured to her friends to join her.

"What did I mean, 'I'm sorry I'm such a bad sister? Am I really that bad?" Nayeon asked them.

"W-Well, maybe you are." Sana shrugged that earned a hit from Nayeon.

"But seriously, can I stay here with you tonight? I really can't face her." Nayeon pleaded. Well, if you are asking whether she told them about what happened or not, well, she didn't. She was afraid what her friends' reaction would be if she told them she likes girls. So, Nayeon told them that Jeongyeon and her fought on who will wash the dishes. Momo and Sana was suspicious about that at first, but accepted it after a while.

Sana patted her head and smiled. "There, there. We'll let the landlady know."

"But make sure you contact auntie, too, Nayeon-ah. She might be worried." Momo reminded her.

"Thanks girls."

Nayeon was really grateful to meet Momo and Sana. The three of them created a really strong bond that no one could ever break. She was really thankful that Momo approached her on her first day and also for introducing Sana to her. If she could compare her friends in Busan than to her friends at the Yoo Academy, she would say Momo and Sana are better since she can show them her true self, not like back then where she was just pretending(well maybe except her sexuality. She's not ready yet).

Nayeon was now left alone in Momo's room while scrolling through her contacts to find her mother's number. She will ask permission to sleep over at her friends' apartment and maybe lie about the reason if her mother asks her. For the nth time this night, she sighed.

"I wonder if I ccan still get along with Jeongyeon after what happened." She thought as she called her mother.

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"Okay, dear. Take care and sleep early. You have school tomorrow." Mrs. Im said as she put her phone down. That time, Jeongyeon was walking back to her room after drinking water.