***Jack Johnson P.O.V***
I tap away on my phone occasionally looking up at Mrs. Smiths my last period teacher to see if she notices me.
From rude fucker:
I love you
From me:
I would say it back if I knew who you were
From rude fucker:
Can you change my name to My babe
From me:
No
From rude fucker:
Pleaseeeee
From me:
Fine
From my babe:
Yay
From me:
Omfh, jack just got his phone taken away
From Me:
I'm trying not to laugh
From me:
Hellooooooo?
From me:
Are you jack? °.°
From me:
Joking
From me:
Fine asshole
And then the bell rings and everyone rushes to leave class.
"Jack and jack please stay back" (hehe that rhymed)
I stop in my tracks and make my way to Mrs. Smiths desk.
"So you guys had your phones out. What were you to talking about" she questions
"We weren't texting each other" I say
"Really? Johnson unlock your phone and give it to me." She demands and has gilinsky unlock his phone.
When I hand the phone to her, her thumbs do something on the phones and she holds them up only to get a gasp from me.
I read both phones over and over.
I read all the messages I sent to him.....
"You...You.... You've been texting me?" I turn to look at jack but he has his head down.
I snatch my phone from Mrs. Smiths hand and storm out of the classroom and walk to the park no one ever goes to once again.
There I pull my phone out and delete all messages from rude fucker, my babe, jack gilinsky.
Whatever the fuck he is.
After I reread all the messages, delete them and try to forget the sweet things he's said to me over the last 3 months. (hehe time lapse to stong)
I was falling for him. Fucking prick.
He knew it too..
I hear movement behind me and whip my head around. I bet you can guess who it was. The most inevitable, in every story and movie.
The one
The only
Jack gilinsky
I turn back around and mumble a 'fuck off' but he just sits next to me.
"Jack" he sighs and I scoot away from him.
"Still your stubborn ass. Even when your mad" he laughs but I keep a straight face.
"Jack please I'm so sorry okay? I'm sorry?" I stay silent.
"I love you" he says and I shake my head violently.
"Why? You love me huh? Yeah. You bullied me cause you love me? You made my life a loving hell cause you love me? Was your plan to make me fall in love with and scrap me off like I'm gum at the bottom of your shoe? Well yeah you've accomplished the first part. Are you happy? You've mad me fall in love with you after three fucking months and I didn't even know who you were." I spit and cover my mouth. I just had admitted to him and myself that I fell in love with this tan boy with the prominent jawline who has corrupted me.
That damn habit that i've had ever since i was little, always talking before thinking
fuck it, i dont care anymore.
I get up abruptly and make my way to my house. I storm inside and make my way to the bathroom and rummage through the medicines and such until I feel the one thing I was looking for. Its cold on my fingers for it has never been used. I snatch it away and wash it carefully until im sure its clean and bring it to my wrist that is covered in old scars.
I name my flaws and imperfections as I bring the blade across my wrist. The blood spilling over the skin and repleneshing the old scars with new ones. Once i feel as if one more cut will make me pass out I stop and put the blade back. I wash the bloody cuts over and over for they dont stop bleeding so easily. When they do I hear the front door opening and slamming shut, haha you were to late to stop me. I slam the bathroom door, just in case someone sees me while im sobbing and staring at the red marks.
Theres a loud knock on the door and over and over the person slams its hands onto my door. After a while they leave without a word. Okayyyyyyy
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hehe, double update cause why not?
love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
