Songs for chapter.
If you don't know~ 5sos
I'm in~ Jack and jack
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I rap the hoodie tighter to me as I make myself a sandwich. I plot myself on the couch and throw on Netflix, flicking on GBF.
Somewhat in the middle of the movie my mind drifts to jack and his perfect smile. His great personality. His every characteristic that doesn't seize to take over my thoughts.
After a while, my mind drifts off to how I wanna move away. I have to start filling out college applications soon so it won't be long before I'm out of this town.
A knock on the door interrupts my thoughts and I get up lazily and make my way to the door.
I swing it open with lettuce and chips hanging from my mouth and my eyes pop when I see who it is.
I mean it was inevitable that jack would see me pigging out..
"Can we talk" he asks.
"No" I say blutly
"Please?" He practically begs and I sigh and give in. I step back so he can walk in and he makes his way to the couch as well as myself. I walk in front of him trying to make my way to my seat but I feel two hands wrap around my waist and I am pulled down and set on jacks lap. O don't resist becuase I miss him a lot, even if its only been a day.
But when he goes in for a kiss, I snap out of my trance and pull away and walk to my seat.
"In all seriousness. What do you want with me?" I ask seriously
"I just want you" his voice gets somewhat higher
"Well you can't have me if I'm just gonna be your doll" My voice grows as well.
"I'm not using you as my doll" he says and runs a hand through his hair.
"Really? You aren't? You keep sending me these mixed feelings and I honestly don't even know how to handle it" I say and tug at my hair.
"Your so fucking stubborn. Just let me love you and keep my reputation by hanging out with madison. " he yells and stands up
"No. No I will not let you love me if that's how its going to be. If you think this is love you have serious problems this is not love" I yell and motion between us, standing up as well.
"Look at us jack. We've started talking two minutes ago and we are already in a screaming match. That is not love." I yell
"God. Your so fucking stubborn babyboy" he yells and doesn't realize he calls me baby boy.
"Your not allowed to call me that, unless you actually love me" I yell and push his chest and he stumbles back.
"But your always gonna be my baby boy" he yells and I roll my eyes
"You're crazy" I yell back at him and proceed to push him to the door. He laughs as I try to push him away, that made me so furious and I scream profanities at him. When hes somewhat close to the door and I am still yelling at him out of no where he kisses me and I can't help but kiss back.
We make our way to the couch and just sit down, and talk like normal people.
"Come to my house" he says and I nod and rush to get my things. Still wearing jacks hoodie.
****Morning****
I wake up very very early and slide out of bed silently. I throw on the hoodie and stay in my sweatpants. I look at jack one more time before I leave the house, and walk myself to my house.
Its a very gloomy day today and its sprinkling so I wear a beanie I also stole from jack and tuck my hands in my shirt.
Thursday is the day we get to go into class at 12 and its 6am so I still have lots of time to sleep.
Once I get inside I reminice the thoughts of his lips on mine and trace my fingers across my lips.
****Jack G P.O.V****
I role around and reach for jack with my eyes still closed but when I feel nothing I open my eyes and sit up and look around.
I realize he's gone along with his stuff. I wanted to be with him this morning. You don't think I realize I'm a jerk for thinking more about my reputation other than my love but I was really planning on making a big scene and confessing my undying love for jack. Cliché right?
I sigh and lay back down, but not before playing my music. A song my baby boy had showed me played and I hum to the tune.
Its called of you don't know... When it comes to the second verse my eyes pop as it resembles the events me and jack had.
You would scream, we would fight, you would call me crazy, I would laugh, you were mad, but you always kissed me, and the shirt that I had that you always barrowed, when I woke it was gone their was no tomorrow.
That was literally all the events that happened yesterday and this morning its unbelievable.
I argue with my self about going to jacks house and kissing him then and there but I decide against it when I relize he'll probably pull away and not look me in the eye. So I'm going to spare my heart the break for today.
****Jack J P.O.V****
"Days go by, and you feel the heart break strart to settle in like a dose of medicine." I sing fastly to another tune I have made myself and sigh as my mind once again drifts to jack. Why is it always about him
Ohh I don't know, cause you love him.
My conscience tells me and I get angry at myself for missing his amazing kisses and his grip when he grabs my waist. I miss him. Once again...
A/N~ Yo. I'm hella tired again aye.
Love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
Quote~ Baby all I want is you. In the middle of the night
~ Daniel Skye, Cameron dallas
