Is it normal for your corndog to split in half?
*Johnson's P. O. V*
The boys left a couple hours ago and jack stayed back.
This is unbelievable. My dream.... It was so real. Am i on drugs? Did someone spike me?
"How do you feel?" Jack asks and i smile weakly
"Good I guess" I say and he sighs.
"Will you tell me what it was about" he asks and I shake my head
"You got to stop isolating yourself" he sighs and walks out the door.
*
"Jack. Can we talk?" Jack asks, walking back in and i smile weakly and nod.
"I got excepted to a college" he sighs and i smile brightly.
"That's great" I smile and go to hug him
"I leave tomorrow" he blurts and i pull away.
"What?" my voice cracks and he nods
"I'm sorry I didnt tell you sooner" he sighs
"Um. Can we spend the night together?" I ask, still in shock.
"Of course." he says.
I cant be mad. I only have a night with him
*
*Morning*
*Johnson's P. O. V*
I wake up, wrapped in his arms and sigh. We only have two hours..
"Jack. You gotta get up" I say weakly and his eyes flutter open.
We crashed at his, last night.
After scrambling to get everything ready. He hands me some sweats and a obey sweater he tells me to wear, with his gray beanie.
Ahh. Nebraska's weather.
The drive to the airport was silent. Me holding his hand in the taxi, me also leaning against his shoulder.
We make it to the airport and i sit in the car. This is all surreal.
We walk in slowly, hand in hand. Once again silent.. And wait, till his plane boards.
"Gate D is now boarding passengers to Washington D. C. " the intercom booms and i sigh. Getting off his lap.
"No goodbyes." he smiles and i shake my head.
"I love you baby boy" He whispers and clings onto me tightly.
"I love you too" I sniffle in his neck.
"See you later" he smiles when we pull away and walks away, handing the lady the ticket.
*Gilinskys P. O. V*
Tilting my head back and blinking back the tears, i walk to the gate.
I step in slowly, looking at him with his head down. Wearing the sweats, and sweater i gave him.
I slide into my seat and stare out the window. My phone beeps and i scramble to pick it up
From: babyboy ❤
I love you
Was all it said and i sat there, shocked. I didnt know what I was supposed to say. I replied back with I love you, ill see you soon.
*7 Months Later, Christmas time*
*Johnson's P. O. V*
I smile brightly at Aaron, hayes and shawn and taylor. They're so cute. Nate and sammy went to late Christmas shopping and nash, cam, kian and jc went god know where.
Let me explain. When gilinsky left, i was a complete and utter mess. Then after a month of moping around in my room, i finally decided to call up shawn. Asking if i could hang out with him and the guys.
I started to smile brightly.
I haven't seen gilinsky in 7 months. And im okay. Surprisingly...
We haven't talked in
No. Im not going to lie, sometimes I sit in my room and stare at the picture of us, and wear the sweater I stole from him.
'so this is my life. And i want you to know that i am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be'
That, describes me in every way.
And i forgot to mention that the movie the perks of being a wallflower has been my favorite movie for the past 7 months. The little things they say, has a small connection with me. It was on Redbox the day he left and i thought, why not?
We did secret santa this year, Idea by yours truly. Well by sam from the perks of being a wallflower but shh, no one needs to know.
Im shawns secret santa, so i bought him a guitar. Taylor bought him a dog.
It is currently, Christmas eve, six o'clock and everyone spent last night at my house and everyone is spending the night tonight again.
"Time to do secret santa" Taylor yells and i smile
"Wait. Lets wait for the rest of the guys" Hayes laughs, snuggling into Aaron.
Then the door clicks and in walks, nash, cameron, kian, jc, sam, and nate
"We are here!" Cameron sighs loudly.
"Finally. Now we can do secret santa" I smile and everyone talks about their gifts. Everyone is smiling, as well as i. But i haven't got my present.
"Oh yeah. Your present is upstairs in your room" Kian smirks and everyone else does as well, some laugh.
"You guys are wierd" I laugh and go upstairs.
I push my door open and frown at the figure standing in front of my bed.
"Umm" I clear my throat, my heart pounding. The figure turns around and i drop the water bottle from my hands and cover my mouth.
"Hi" he says awkwardly and i blink rapidly. This isnt real.
"Jack" I break out into a smile and run up and wrap legs around his waist, snuggling into his neck
"Well hi baby boy" jack chuckles, holding on to me tightly.
I kiss him over and over with a boy smile and he just laughs.
"I got you a present" he smiles and i smile back.
He goes to my closet and picks something up in his hand.
"Oh my goodness" I swirl, like a schoolgirl. Its a golden retriever German Shepard mix. I've always wanted one of these dogs.
"His name is Oreo" He smiles and i smile back, he remembers.
That night, I had the biggest smile on my face.
In my room, where i laying down with jack I turn to face him.
Its crazy to think. This started with a text.
"Jack?" I ask and he hums.
*Gilinskys P. O. V*
"Don't ever leave" he said to me
"Never again" i hum back.
A/N- The last fucking chapter man!! :(
Im dead...
Ill write an authors note tomorrow. :(
The last words were somewhat inspired by the song beside you by 5sos.
And honestly. I couldn't thank you guys enough for how far this book has come. I love you guys
OH AND BY THE WAY. I HAVE A BOOK CALLED HOSPITAL ABOUT JJ. IM NOT GOING TO STOP WRITING.
READ IT IF YOUD LIKE. :)
I love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
