A/N- Read A/N at the end. I have explaining to do. Name the dots cx
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*One month later* (My bad )
*Jack G P.O.V*
Another day in hell. I guess I should be happy because theirs only four months of school left, but how can one be remotely happy when the person you love the most hasn't as so took a glance at you in a month.
A whole fucking month without him.
I walk into school and Cameron and Taylor come up to me. As well as my new friends kian and JC. (Cause yes!)
"Damn dude. You look like death" Cameron says and I chuckle.
"I couldn't bring myself too look in the mirror today" I mumble
After talking we split up to diffrent classes and I sigh and blink back tears when I see cameron and Nash holding hands. That was me and jack..
Lunch rolls by and my eyes watch jack walk , laughing with Hayes, Shawn and Aaron.
Laughing. While I'm moping. For a month!
I guess some people take longer to get over stuff than others. I'm not like, this overly depressed dark person. I still laugh and smile, but of course, I'm hurting inside. I wonder if he's hurting deep inside as well?
Cameron sits down and the boys are all chatting then cameron burps really loud and everyone in the lunch room looks at him and laughs.
"Damn dude" JC says covering his nose with his shirt
"That's like a bomb" kian says (This is from 'questions girls are dying to know about guys' on cams channel. |3:50| go watch it cause it will make your day hearing the way JC and kian say it cx)
I look over at jack and our eyes connect. God damnit. Them damn blue eyes will be the death of me.
I miss him. Alot...
"Screw this" Nash says and gets up and walks over to Johnson. Pulling me along with him.
*Nash P.O.V (Yasss bish yeet)
"Talk to him" I say to Johnson and he shakes his head as I try to restrain gilinsky
"Damnit, y'all need to stop staring at each other when the other isn't looking and get back together, you guys were our fucking otp" says Aaron and Hayes chuckles.
"You guys are miserable without each other" says Shawn and pushes Johnson into gilinsky, which causes G to catch the blonde boy.
*Jack G P.O.V*
My babyboy falls into my chest and pushes away awkwardly. I try to hide the hurt and he walks over to his seat quietly and I walk back to mine, sagging my shoulders. I didn't want to let go...
The cafeteria is silent because of the little fuss. The loud door echo through the cafeteria and I snap my head towards the blue metal door and catch a glimpse of that blonde hair.
I push out of my seat and rush towards the doors where my baby boy rushed out of. I hear Cameron and JC holler a 'go get him'.
Once I'm out the doors I look around the field and spot the blonde boy under a tree, his head tucked in his hands, with his knees pulled to his chest.
I walk over to him silently and sit next to him, wrapping my arms around his shoulders. After a while he gets up and I do too. He faces me and I stare into his blue eyes, getting lost in the seams which seems to hold sadness. His eyes drop to the floor and become glassy and he takes deep breaths.
"Just hold me" he says weakly and I step up and wrap my arms around him tightly. He wraps his arms around my torso and burys his head in my chest. This is how it's supposed to be.
*Jack J P.O.V*
Back in his arms again feels right. It never felt right when Shawn would give me a friendly hug or anything. Only wrapped in HIS arms.
A/N- Guys! I'm so sorry , I'm suprised if you still have this in your library tbh. But I got a little bit of inspiration again and well... I'm sorry for making you guys wait so damn long, but I'm back❤.
Love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
Quote- Underneath the darkness, theirs a light that's trying so hard to be seen. And I know this cause ive notices a little bit shining through their seams.
-Shawn Mendes
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(Aka husband asf. Who agrees? :D. They're all husband's tbh anyway I'm just very happy right now and I'm gonna go watch Taylor and Hayes grind. Cx.
