Chapter 32
*Gilinskys P. O. V*
He wasn't supposed to see them! Damn it johnson.
"Jack. I know your awake" he yells and tugs at his hair and i sit up.
"Is this how you felt?! When i would cut?! Cause this hurts like ass" he yells and paces around. I bury my head in my hands and sniffle.
"Im sorry" I hicupp and he sighs and leaves the room. I hear the front door slam and i bury my head into the pillow. The smell of him filling my nose, causing me to sob harder.
"What happen?" nash asks, some of the boys walking in.
I sit up and sigh, thinking.
"This" I say weakly and show them my left wrist. Causing their eyes to widen
*Johnson P. O. V*
Is this how he felt? When i would slash my wrist? I would've stopped a damn long ago if i knew he felt like this.
Its like, your heart dropping to the bottom of your stomach. His eyes, they had no shine to it. How come i didnt realize before?!
I finally arrive to that one park, that one park that jack called me a stubborn ass.
That was so long ago....
*3rd P. O. V*
The young blonde boy reminisces back to all the fond memories of the two boys. Sighing, he hears a stick break, but shrugs and falls back into the memories.
He plays a song called hold on till may by pierce the veil. He just thought it was a great time to listen to a calm song, like so.
Then the boy hears another snap, which causes him to jump from his spot.
"Fuck that" he says and tries to run, but an arm grabs him.
Assuming its gilinsky. He doesn't try to restrain. But then he feels the roughness of the hands.
"Who are you" the blue eyed boy says through grit teeth, pulling his arm away. And within a matter of seconds a back of a gun was put to His head, With a large impact. Causing Jack johnons sight to fade into black and deep red blood drip down his face. The attacker leaving the helpless, cold body on the floor.
"Ill be back before your lover gets here" the attacker spits.
*Gilinskys P. O. V*
I pace around, biting my nails as the guys try to tell me to calm down. Which is making me highly mad.
"Where is he" I yell and knock the salt shaker off the table. Sam and nate jump up.
"Yo. Calm down" they say
I rub my face and run my fingers through my hair. Johnson has been gone for 4 hours!!
"Im going to look for him" I say and grab my keys, already knowing where to go.
"Were coming" shawn, Aaron, and nash say. An did course, if one boyfriend goes. The other has to go. So basically, we took all the boys except sam, nate, kian and jc.
I speed off to the park, as the others look in other cars. Im with shawn and taylor at the moment.
Once I get to the park I follow the music and drop my keys. He's not here!!! His phone is here, but Hes not here !!
I grab his phone and pause the music, blinking back the years, seeing blood on the green grass.
"Hes gone" I choke
My babyboy has been through hell. Hes been bullied, suffered self-harm and depression. Disowned by his so called parents. Got a goodbye letter from me. He cant handle much more..
*3rd P. O. V*
Johnson's eyes slowly flutter open and he immediately brings his hand to his temple. Freaking out at the drips of blood.
"Ahh your awake" a voice says, a familiar voice... Very familiar.
The boy was going to say the name, of the familiar voice. But his mouth was taped.
A/N- ..... Sorry??
You all are not ready
Love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
