*Jack G P. O. V*
I smile weakly at Kian and JC, holding hands, my mind drifts off to jack, I didn't want to write the note, because let's be honest, we all know I love him to pieces. But when there's a man with a knife to your back, forcing you to write the note, screaming 'I'll kill him in front of you if you don't write this' you can't exactly not write it. I did this for him more than me, because he was always my number one priority, still is to this very day.
I spot him and my eyes widen, he looks so different and it pains me to know I'm always the reason behind his tears. Our eyes meet and his jaw clenches. What is he doing here!? His eyes widen as well and he takes an abrupt right turn.
My eyebrows furrow and before I know it, I'm chasing after my baby boy, like always. I spot his blonde hair and tug at his arm, pulling him to look at me.
"Where have you been? I've been worried!" I say through grit teeth and his eyes light with fire, oh I really hit his nerve now. And on top of all that, all the guys are standing around us.
"Where have I been?! I've been staring out a fucking window for the past 3 months, thinking about what I ever did to deserve losing everybody, every single person! And I fucking thought you were diffrent? But I guess this is different! Because in my head diffrent is good, and my imagination is you knocking on my door, me opening it, and you kissing me with so much fucking passion I get weak to my knees and I just want to slam my god damn head into the wall! But what you imagine is never what really happens, so yeah. If you wanted to know my thoughts and where I've been, that's what I've been doing" he yells and throws two letters at me.
"I've been reading those over and over again, looking for a sign that you still love me, or if there's any reason as to why they left" he spits and walks away, as I start to read the notes. Walking to homeroom.
His family left him?! I didn't know this, but then again, I don't know a lot of things about jack. I feel my eyes twitch as I walk into 1st period.
In 5th period, I start to fidget as there's only a couple more minutes before school ends, I know jacks in the library, 5th period room is right across from the library, what will he do? What will I do?
Then the bell rings and my heart drops as I spot him, he's walking up to me. Shit.
"I need the notes back" he says carelessly
"Why?" I ask, pulling the notes from my back pocket.
"So I can remind myself why I'm so worthless" he spits and snatches the papers from my hands. I'll tell you one thing, while he was home, he definitely became more independent and confident. And as he snatched the papers from my hand, his sleeve rolled up, causing me to gasp at the deep purple cuts.
"Like you would even care" he laughs dryly, licking his dry lips and walking away.
*Jack J P. O. V*
I'm beyond mad! I was told I have to attend the rest of the school year! Can this day get any fucking worse? First, all my 'friends' act like they still cared. And don't get me wrong, I know they used to care, but then people change a lot of 3 and a half months you know? Like me for example, I don't know where this is all coming from, but I like being confident. Then jack just had to talk to me?!
A/n- I'm so sorry!!!!!! I'm just so lost with this carter stuff! And how Crawford got hacked and I don't know! I'm just scared shirtless! Bless yalls timelines, because honestly, social media has ruined two of my boys moods and cause them so much embarrassment within the last two days that I'm beyond mad!
Love you. Xx
~iamalyssa47
Quote~ Don't stop, doing what your doing, cause every time you move to the beat it gets harder for me.
-5 seconds of summer!
