𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 ━━ remus lupin x male!oc

Chapter 5

FOR JAEHYUN NOTHING COMPARED TO THE FEELING OF BEING ALONE IN SPACE, when you don't have to do anything. The feeling were you don't even have to put effort into breathing correctly. When you love the feeling of nothingness, Jaehyun could never truly feel alone. He enjoyed the silence and comfort of having no one and nothing to look after him. He didn't have to do ridiculous things and go out of his way to avoid people. He was alone.

Jaehyun had a free period at the moment whilst Regulus took extra curriculars. He was alone in the Room Of Requirement, he had almost fallen asleep actually. He was sitting in a comfortable chair, wrapped in a blanket as he drunk a bit of hot  chocolate milk. Life couldn't get better than having your private space and time. Where your friends, or well, friend, let you alone if you looked as if your social battery was dying.

Jaehyun couldn't describe how much he had fallen in love with being the lonely kid. The quiet kid who never spoke, the kid they couldn't approach. It gave him the peace in his life that he so desperately needed. His eyes slowly opened again, he took a glance at his surroundings remembering where he was. He sighed softly, content with the way he had spend his time. "I should probably get going.." He mumbled.

He stretched his body, moving like a half moon. "Mhm.. I still have thirty five minutes.." Jaehyun mumbled. He ruffled his hair, creating a fluffy messy hairstyle. He didn't really mind, he stepped out of the Room Of Requirement. And all of a sudden he felt his body bump into something rockhard.

"Oh well, what a pleasent surprise, mudblood." A familiar voice echoed through his ear buds. Jaehyun prepared himself to get killed, he looked up and saw Malfoy. Oh how he despised Malfoy, with every cell on his body, every patch of skin, he hated Lucius Malfoy. Jaehyun never understood what had been that annoying about him for third year him to wake up with mudblood painted onto his belongings.

Jaehyun remembered that day very well, when he ran towards his brother, cryings hysterics as he showed him his favourite notebook that had been covered in the slur. The notebook he had gotten from his grandmother for his birthday, knowing how much it meant to him Seohyun was furious.

He remembered very clearly when Seohyun cast a spell on all of Malfoy and his friends, not including Regulus of course, which ended up turning them into ferrets for a while untill professor McGonagall had to give him two full months of detention every day. Seohyun never even uttered an apology, and from that day on he was as rude to them as they had been to his little brother.

"Malfoy.." He greeted barely above a whisper. Jaehyun barely slept in his dorm no more because of his oh so wonderful housemates. He had found himself sleeping in the Gryffindor dormitory ten times as much. "I- I don't want to make a fuss, let's please.. please leave it and do as such this had never happened in the first place." He felt fear swallowing his figure whole as he tried not to have a full blown panic attack whilst standing under their harsh gaze.

Lucius scoffed, his eyes trailing the frail body up and down, judging every characteristic the boy caried to complete his identity. "Filthy mudblood." Was all he had stated, Jaehyun could feel his breath hitch as the words entered into his drums.

Whilst all of this had been happening Seohyun had been accompanied by James Potter. The eldest was not completely stupid, he knew it was to try and get on his good side. Maybe make him a candidate for Quidditch captain the following year when Seohyun would have already been gone.

And he would not lie to himself, he found the boys company rather enjoyable. His caring nature and sense of humor was definitely not a forced one he was used to when surrounded by fellow Quidditch players. "You know, I always wondered why Evans could not bare to requit your love." Seohyun explained softly as their feet work synced.