𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐁 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 ━━ remus lupin x male!oc

Chapter 16

SEOHYUN WAS IN HIS DORM UNSURE WHETHER WHAT HAD HAPPENED WITH JAMES was out of pure lust or if he was longing to be with him for romance. Of course he had admired James Potter before, hardly anyone at Hogwarts hadn't before. He remembered last year when he started noticing James a bit more then usual, noticing the way his hair was messy yet soaking wet, noticing the water droplets dripping off of his skin after his twenty minute showers after practice.

Seohyun Ryu had never thought about ever liking someone romantically, he hadn't really thought it could ever be important in such manner. Quidditch had always been his main focus, the way he played was always on his mind. He was always strategising and critiquing techniques and new formations, he never really cared to notice anyone or anything else. He knew he was quite lucky to be one of the naturally gifted students, despite him being a muggleborn.

The second he had been appointed captain in fourth year any care he ever had about school or any other interest had been thrown out the window. It was an honour, to be the Quidditch captain, to create a legacy and make people remember his name as a muggleborn. Not a lot of muggleborns were appointed captain, a lot of them usually focused on their studies because of the surreal opportunity to have a life in a magical world.

He just couldn't place his finger on why his focus that had always been primarily for his sport suddenly shifted towards James Potter. James, a boy, a stupid Gryffindor boy who was honestly quite a prick to people, a weird happy go lucky type of guy who was always at the center of attention, caught his eye. Seohyun couldn't possibly be in love with James, that was ridiculous. It was a casual hook up, definitely.

Seohyun never really focused on having relationships, he never did actually.

He was sat on the floor like a child, his sweaters marked the floor around his bed because everything seemed to remind him of James and it was eating him alive. He couldn't tell you why the bright yellow colour reminded him of James his radiant smile, Merlin even chocolate reminded him of James! He just couldn't escape him.

Deciding figuring stuff out instead of sitting cramped into his way tok hot room all week long was better he got off his arse and marching the stairs down. Each step he took made a subtle creak of thud to alert people coming his way that he was going down. His heart was aching, every time he looked at James it was like a cure for this ridiculous disease that was causing his heart to long for one.

A heavy heart on his stomach he knocked on the door, though no response came.

Confused Seohyun then threw the door open. He hadn't been sure what he had expected, but it wasn't this. It was Jaehyun. Jaehyun was quietly sleeping, his head comfortably laying on Remus his chest. The Lupin boy his nose was like many times before buried deep inside a book, his hands let the book drop by just a bit to see who had walked inside. Expecting Sirius and James he didn't really care for the fact that the boy was on him, but it was Seohyun. His brother.

"Oh- It's not what it looks like!" Remus argued immediately, Seohyun stared. The eldest didn't know what to say, or to respond if he was honest to himself.

"You're dating my brother?"

"Merlin no!" Remus immediately responded, his cheeks turning endearingly crimson. Seohyun raised his brows, not believing it at all. There was a way about how Remus would stare at Jaehyun and it made sure nobody could deny that they did in fact look like two characters in a romance novel. Seohyun was able to tell because that's the look his parents would give each other, the look that told every looking eye that everything they could see of each other was viewed upon by pure love.

Remus was admiring Jaehyun, but not in the way a mother looked at their children, in a way that said he had loved Jaehyun before and had found him again in a different life time.