The time is 22:24, i am laying in my bed. Not tired, just not feeling school tommorow.
22:25:
I really dont want to go to school tommorrow. I had a concert, and i have been using practically all my time this week. I cant just start a new one that easily. I am too tired. It feels like i have been hit by a massive truck with homework and constant things to do, spilled out all over me, nearly drowning in work.
I am going through the crustiest of times.
The performance, the show, went well. Sort of at least. My solo was great, just that i placed my foot in front of me too early. Not much, did survive, but still a bit dissapointing. I feel a teeny weeny dissapointed in myself today. I feel like i didnt do well enough.
Enough is always the question i think.
"Am i enough?"
"Did i do well enough?"
"You havent done enough".
"Enough!"
Enough is a stupid concept, dont let it affect you, for your own "safety" .
<3
lots of love
-bitt3rsw33tt
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diary 1.0
Non-Fictioni wanted to write something that wasnt fanfiction, so i wrote this. hope you guys enjoy !! :> also, this is from the 11th of november 2021 - 31th of december 2021. i am going to be writing some other stuff, but not one more diary. at least not for n...
