14-12-21

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The time is 20:12, i am laying in bed. Trying to get a better sleep schedule.

20:13:
We had a concert today. Who would have guessed? It went okay. I want to be the lucia bride, i want to be recognized. "For once"
I get recognized all the time. The teachers almost always pick me when i have my hand up, i got a solo, stuff like that. That makes sense, i hate being the worst. I cant be. I must achieve the best, and i get dissapointed if i fail to do so. Its not healthy, and i hate myself for it. I am listening to Wilbur Soot.

I figured out what can move me.
Its trains, hugs, planes, and sushi.
Im sorry,
But Boris,
Im leaving.
Im not good for anyone here.

-Im Sorry Boris
Wilbur Soot
You City Gave Me Asthma

I can finally go to ballet again, tomorrow. After about three weeks. Its been a long time. I am glad to soon see my friends over there again. Its also the last time before christmas. I dont know what to feel about that.

-bitt3rsw33tt

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