The time is 19:47, i am laying in bed.
19:48:
Today we picked a christmas tree. I really wanted to just stay home, be alone, do nothing. I couldnt, and it was cold, it was stormy, it was muddy. It was overall uncomfortable. I didnt like or enjoy it.
We have online school again on wendsday. Thats a bit too much, i really dont want it. I dont want to distance myself again just like last time. I dont want it to start all over again just like last time. I dont want to learn 50% less just like last time. I am listening to Wilbur Soot.
I think this time im dying.
I think ive lost my mind.
Blurring the fact and the fiction,
While simultaneously fixing myself up
With a girl
Named Panadol.
I think ive made my choice.
I think i found my voice?
-Saline Soloution
Wilbur Soot
Your City Gave Me Asthma
I did my desk decorations all over again. I like it less than before, but i dont have motivation to do it again. It can stay like that until i have motivation to do it. I cant handle anything anymore, at least right now.
-bitt3rsw33tt
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diary 1.0
Non-Fictioni wanted to write something that wasnt fanfiction, so i wrote this. hope you guys enjoy !! :> also, this is from the 11th of november 2021 - 31th of december 2021. i am going to be writing some other stuff, but not one more diary. at least not for n...
