-a sorry won't change anything | lee know-

chapter 12

It was extremely boring staying in the hospital with no entertainment and only the boys visiting me.

I actually got to know more of Minho. He was into dancing, likes spicy food and wants to be an idol.

It was really fun talking to the boys and getting to know them better, especially Jimin and Changbin. Jimin and Jungkook turned out to be friends in the same workplace but Jimin handling with two jobs. Jimin really entertained me with fun talks and jokes while I would sit down and pretended to laugh so as to not hurt his feelings of how bad he was at it.

"Sena-ah." He said one day.

"What?"

"Do you have a map? I just got lost in your eyes?" he said shyly.

"No one asked you to look into my eyes or get lost in them. Why would I have a map when Google exists?"

Jimin hung his head down immediately, blushing. "No...what I mean is, will you go out for me. I mean during these few weeks I got to know you better and...somehow I develop feelings easily so, will you?"

I stared him in utter shock. Word work stuck in my throat and a lumped formed. Silence coated over us as he stared into my orbs.

'Y-yes" I stuttered.

"Really?!?!" Jimin half shouted half said happily.

I nodded. I mean...how bad could it be to date a guy that's only 3cm taller than me?

The rest of the boys came in. and these days, Jimin had gotten close to the rests. "Guys!!!!I'm dating Sena now!" Jimin announced out loud happily, doing some weird fortnight dance.

The boys started congratulating me, even Changbin, I guessed the past few weeks, he grew closer to me and was like the rest. The only one not cheering, was a bunny across the room with a frown and a dark aura surrounding around him as he glared at almost everyone. I snapped my head towards his direction, and he left the ward. I excused myself, got on the wheelchair and started catching up to him.

I gripped onto his arm before he could go anywhere else. "Yah, whats wrong with you" I argued. He said nothing and tried to let my arm go but I just gripped his arm tighter.

"Minho-ah aren't you happy for me?" I asked gently, with his back still faced to me. "Happy for you?" he growled under his breath. "Happy for you?!" he screamed. That was when I realised there were people looking at us.

"Happy for you?!!" he repeated.

I did a tiny nod.

"I don't want anything to do with you, and neither am I happy for you? Do you want me to be happy for you?! I've had enough of you. The reason why I became friends with you was because I felt for you and when you had cancer, I decided to be nicer. Apparently, that didn't work, and I shouldn't have been. I wished I never knew you or even met you. You're just someone who doesn't belong in this world." Those words slipped out of his mouth. But when he came into realisation, it was too late. The damage had already been done. Slowly, a tear slipped down form my eye to my cheek and to he floor. I let go of his hand. Instead of saying sorry or even comforting me, he ran away, like the coward he was.

I sat there in my wheelchair, in the middle of a now empty hallway, crying. But why? His words weren't that hurtful but why did I cry when It came from him?

I abandoned the wheelchair and got up to go to the rooftop, which now was a place where'd I calmed my mind, despite the noises from the children.

Did he mean it? it was like a piercing through my heart even if Jimin asked me out.

"How do you do this?" I heard a kid grunting. I turned and it was a little boy struggling to tie his shoelaces. Without hesitation, I bent down and tied it for him.

"Thank you noona!" I smiled at him sadly.

"Noona? Why are you crying?" he asked, using his cute sweater paws to wipe my tears.

"Noona is sad, cause noona's friend is angry at me."

"Why?"

Aish, this kid.

"Noona has a boyfriend, but noona's friend isn't happy for me." I explained simply.

The kid smirked at me and I titled my head in confusion.

"Noona, your friend likes you." He teased.

"How old are you?"

"foive"

"You are so young, yet you know all this." I teased.

(Minho's POV)

What did I just say to her, no, I didn't mean it, not a word. But seeing her broken, seeing her crying, my heart ached, and I wished I could take it all back but it was like throwing water out and not being able to get it back.

I ran away, I know I'm a coward, but I hurt her way worse than how Felix hurt Ji-Won. (Wanna know what happened? Check out the Felix ff)

I leaned against the pillar and re-thought about everything.

I groaned and hit my head several times.

But I heard her voice. I peeked out from behind and saw Sena helping a little kid tie his shoelaces. I listened to their conversation until the kid said, "Noona, your friend likes you." I know they were talking about me since Sena said a friend was angry at her and wasn't happy for her relationship.

But then I came to a conclusion,

"Shit, I like Jeon Sena."

word count: 935

a/n: enjoy