Dixies Pov:
Blake was absolutely right. If i kill myself then everyone will feel some type of pain so i cant do that. Maybe suicide isnt the answer but i need to get rid of this pain that i feel. The last time that i felt this strong kind of pain, i turned numb and couldnt stop self harming. I cant pick up a blade or lighter and start back because i know that if i do, i wont be able to stop and bean doesnt deserve a mom that always self harms; Just like Noah doesnt need a girlfriend who always self harms
Dixie: Im sorry
Noah: For what?
Dixie: Wanting to kill myself
Noah: Promise me you wont ever consider it again
Dixie: I promise
Noah: Can we go eat now?
Dixie: Im still really not hungry bubba
Noah: But im sure bean is, so can we go now?
Dixie: And you called me stubborn
Noah: For bean?
Dixie: For bean. Lets go
Noah and i got up from the bed and held hands as we walked into the kitchen. Everyone was in the kitchen, at the table, while Mrs. Beck and my mom making food. Noah made me sit by the table, in the middle of Tatum and Bryce and he stood behind me, holding my hand
Noah: What do you want to eat baby?
Dixie: Anything
Noah: Thats not an answer. What type of food are you feeling for?
Dixie: Chinese
Noah: Will you wait for it if i uber order it or do you want something that is at home to eat?
Amy: Next 5 minutes the salad would finish so she will eat this since its healthy
Noah: Will you eat the salad?
Dixie: Mhm
Noah: I will make fries and nuggets for her
Tatum: She just said that she will eat the salad though so why are you going to make something so unhealthy for her?
Noah: You dont know her like i do Tatum. She barely even like salad so if she says 'mhm' its an uncertainty most of the time from her
Charli: No, she just says that to trick you
Noah: Dont start again Charli, im warning you!
Charli: Or what will you do? Punish me like you punish Dixie?
Noah: CHARLI!
Dixie: Noah, ignore her. She is being disgusting at this point
Noah: No, im not going to ignore her. I will call Chase right now and tell him how disgusting and immature his girlfriend is
Marc: Dont you dare call Chase Noah! This is between Dixie and Charli so stay out of it because we all know that Charli is more than correct
Tim: She isnt Marc but forget it. Noah, go get Dixie something to eat
Noah: Will you eat the fries and nuggets Dix?
Dixie: Canned sausage please
Noah: Alone or with bread or biscuit?
Dixie: Alone
Noah: Will that full your tummy?
Dixie: Mhm
Noah: Ok
Tatum: She just said it again so it wont full her belly
Noah: You dont get it, do you Tatum? This time she is telling the truth
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Neighbours
FanfictionStarted: 16th August, 2021 Ended: i update everyday if there is any day that i have nothing to do, there will be 2 updates Contains: -Smut -Swear Words -Rape(not sure bout this one yet) -Self Harm Hope you enjoy :)