Deborah had just killed Wes and regretted it deeply at least from the way she told me. I knew Wes, but not like she did. I could feel how hard that was for her to do, but she did kinda deserve to feel the pain that she has made many others feel, after what she has done to some people here. She's always said that she didn't have a choice but she did. She wasn't technically forced to hurt all those people. I went up to Deborah and said
" Why did you listen to Nelson, you know he is really manipulative, you didn't need to kill Wes he was a good man, your man at the very least."
She looked at me with little tears in her eyes while continuing to pack up her stuff:
" You never knew either of them the way that I did."
She said as she started to walk down the long hallway. I wanted to say something but I didn't know what to say at that moment,
"Okay, maybe not, but that doesn't change that you just screwed up your life and many others."
I said she didn't look back at me but instead continued walking away. But then she managed to say:
"The past cannot be rewritten, no matter how hard we try. No matter how bad we want it."
I could feel the room get cold and silent. I didn't want to leave things like this. I had to make a big decision, leave and watch the world of Syntec crumble or find a way to help Deb and get her to stay. I again asked Deb why she listened to Nelson and she said:
"I'm done, okay? I can't love anyone else and I'm running away because I don't want to be Nelson's servant."
I kinda understood where she was coming from, I mean Nelson was a control freak and ran a big company that turned evil, or maybe it had always been evil, like Nelson.
"Okay, well there is almost nothing you can do about him, but that doesn't mean you're just going to go and throw away everything you have put your life to."
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The view of JK
FanfictionThis is a story based of the point of view from the character from the 'Project: 863' series 'Jordan Kendall' or 'JK'