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⚠ Taehyung - Abuse

This will be a long chapter, as I'm bored to break the chapters into parts lmao.

⚠ TW: Self-harming, abusing, blood ⚠

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Taehyung's POV

I was not feeling too well but I didn't want to stay at home. None of the members knew that I'm not feeling well. We were already late for the dancing practices so we ran to the van and drove to the building quickly. As soon as we entered, there was a random guy inside the dance practice room with Bang PDnim. We bowed to him and greeted him.

"Good morning boys. Our dance instructor is on a break, so this is going to be your temporary dance instructor, Mr. Yang." (I'm sorry I just came up with a random name lmao)

We all greeted our new temporary dance instructor and then he asked us to get into positions. But for reason, I feel like I've heard that name before. But then again, I just shrugged it off, thinking that maybe because I'm not feeling well. After warming up, we got into our positions and started to practice the song 'Dope', one of the favorite songs of every ARMY. Other days it's really easy to dance to that song but today was not my day. I messed it up a couple of times as my head started to feel heavier. I stumbled a couple of times and this was about the 100th time I messed up. I knew everyone was getting annoyed because of me. The dance instructor sighed.

"Taehyung, can't you get this one step correctly? You've done this choreography before right? What happened to you? Everyone else is doing perfectly fine except you. Here listen, you need to stay here an extra hour until you get that one step correct. You got it?"

"But, I-"

"No buts Taehyung. Now get back into your position."

I nodded and got back to the position. My head was hurting so much that I couldn't even see anyone around me. Then I heard the music going on again so I started to dance. Everything went perfectly fine until, of course, I tripped onto someone's foot and fell. Everyone rushed towards us and asked if we're okay. Those noises made my headache worse. I just groaned and stood up. Then I heard Jimin shouting.

"What the fuck, Taehyung! Can't you just do this one step correctly? At least once? I don't know what is wrong with you but please do it correctly AT LEAST this time!!"

Tears started to gather up in my eyes which made my vision blur. I wanted to tell them that I'm not feeling well but I guess I'm too late.

"I-I'm sorry, everyone-" my voice cracked at the end of the sentence. Everyone just sighed and I wiped my tears off without anyone's notice. Well, that's what I thought.

Jin's POV

Taehyung was messing up the choreography so much, which made me a bit angry but worry at the same time. Because he did look kinda pale since today morning. When Jimin and Taehyung got tripped and fell, Jimin started to shout at him, which is not that surprising. Because most of the time these two are the ones who fight all the time. When Taehyung apologized to everyone and turned back, I noticed that he was crying because he wiped off a tear, which shattered my heart. Something is wrong with him or else he is not like this the other days. I will just ask him what's wrong after the practices. But wait, I can't. He'll have to stay an extra hour. I feel bad about the boy.

We started to practice again. And finally, we were able to complete the song without any mistakes. Everyone sat down and chugged up the water from their water bottles. I noticed that Taehyung was not drinking anything. He was just spaced out. I went near him and tapped him which made him flinch a bit.

"Hey, are you alright? Here take this water bottle. I noticed that today was not your best day."

He nodded and drank some of the water. Some of the members were looking at Taehyung worriedly while some of them were staring at him, annoyed.