Maybe This Time

Chapter 13

Scarlett's POV

I observe the doctors and nurses doing their job. She got plenty of blood from her mother. "We still need to observe her if her body didn't refuse the blood, if she wakes up and ask for water, gives her immediately. She needs more fluids." Doctor Vicky said and I nod.

I sat in the chair beside her while Lizzie handed me a cup of coffee. "Did you tell her?" She asked I shook my head, "I lost my words. She gives a cold shoulder. I- I don't know how to talk to her. Add to the fact of what I've seen-" I didn't finish my sentence and I stay silent.

"Are you ready to let her know about Olivia?" Lizzie asked. "I don't think I am but I have to. Olivia is been asking about her for ages, and now she's here and give her the blood. I won't take this chance for granted. But the problem is, will she going to believe that. I lost her trust, it will be hard for me to make her believe that we have a kid." I explained and take a sip of coffee.

My heart sank at the sight of her with another woman. I saw them talking outside because the door is wide open. I don't know what they're talking about and I don't want to know about it. I saw Doctor Vicky kiss her on the cheeks making her smile, the smile I had never seen after 5 years. The way her eyes gleam at her and the way she looks at her like they are the only people in this place. They look so in love. How do I know? Because I look at Y/N the way she looked at Vicky. That she's the only person in this world.

The pain of seeing the one you loved and treasured the most is held by someone else. That whatever you do; you down on bended knee to apologize and beg her to come back, but it's too late. The misery you feel can't longer be put in words because it's too much. It's too much for your heart to handle that you left no choice but to scream for mercy.

It's hard to see your lover loving someone else. But it is harder to love someone who loves you and you can't be together.

The sight of her loving someone is more painful than you expect. That you have to swallow your pride and keep the pain inside because you don't have the right to demand and complain anymore.

The greatest pain that comes from love is that loving someone that you can never have.

My gaze diverted to the owner and my heart skipped a beat. After all the pain I have just by looking at this person, every pain and suffering fade by looking at her face. It always comforts me like before.

"Get up. You might catch a cold" she said in a monotone voice. I do what she said. I throw myself to her and hug her. I don't care if she hugs me to but I want to feel her body next to mine.

She takes off her jacket and puts it on me. I let her scent occupy my nostrils. She didn't change her perfume.

"Where's your car?" She asked, keeping the distance between the two of us. I point my car to her, "how about your car?" I asked her. "I can get that tomorrow. Let gets you home" she said. "I need to go to the hospital" I informed her. I expect she looks at me worried but she didn't. She keeps on walking.

She helps me to get inside and I give her my keys. "Which hospital?" She asked, "the one you worked  before," I said. She nod.

I'm having doubts if I should say it to her. I'm nervous to say any words. I can feel my heart will go out in my rib cage because it's beating so fast.

"Can I ask you some-" my sentence cut off by a ring on her phone. "Wait," she said and she take the call. She changes. She never let me wait. Pain change people. And I wait.

"Yeah, I'm on my way." I heard her say. "Yes, I am. Why did you ask?" I continue to listen though I can't hear what the other caller saying. "I always give blood. Yes, I think im in a good state to donate" my ears peak when heard the word blood. I heard her chuckle, "Okay, see you there"