Maybe This Time

Chapter 39

Y/N's POV

After I found out Scarlett is pregnant, I was so careful and protective. I provide the things she needs and wants, go around the city to get her what she asked for me, buy her the vitamins that Addie prescribes and be with her all the time since she doesn't want me to go somewhere else.

This is the only thing I can do, she's carrying my child and growing a human being. Though her cravings are getting more difficult to find. Her sudden change of mood gives me a hard time pleasing her. One moment she's fine, happy then after that she's crying all day long. I have to be patient with her, thankfully Olivia is helping me.

At first, her cravings are easy to find and to do, it's always spicy food and Japanese dishes. It's fine, this is the least I can do but as time passed, good lord the things she's looking for is out of this world and makes me lose my mind.

Like what I've said, her cravings are so hard to find, like what's happening to me at the moment.

"I don't know why im recording this but go on. Maybe evidence to the pregnant lady that I can't find what's she's asking for. You may be wondering what she requests and you sit there watching me like it's not a big deal, well let me tell you it-" I take a deep breath to contain every emotion trying to burst.

"She's looking for a homemade lasagna- that a mother made for her child's birthday party and the leftover of it," I said looking at the camera didn't know what to do anymore. I want to scream because of stressed because I can't find it in the middle of the night!

"Where I will find it?! At this hour?! It's fucking one in the morning! I told her I will make her that since we have stock in the house but she decline, she insist that homemade lasagna for some kid's birthday! Where I will find a birthday party at this hour?! Where?!" I rant in the camera. I'm tired but I have to find her something.

"I mean lasagna is not hard to find, I know it. But the thing is she wants it for a birthday party! I asked her why, and you know what she reasons out?! Let me tell you with her expression- " because the taste of it is different" end quote."

"How it will taste different?! It's also a lasagna that I usually cook. I need serious help with this! It's fucking one in the morning and im- I don't know where on earth am I. This is fucking hard that I thought"

I lean my head to the steering wheel, thinking where I could find those but nothing came to my mind, I have no choice but to call her.

"Pray for me. I don't know if she's going to be okay at the news or im going to sleep on the couch"

"Hi, darling" I greet.

"Did you find it?"

I gulp, "about that, I don't. I'm sorry, don't be mad please- I really try my best to find those but I already roam the place." I explained. I'm praying to all saints, gods, and all creatures that can provide a miracle.

"It's fine, can you find me a pickle juice and dried strawberries?"

My face lighted up, thank God she change her mind. "Is that what you want? Can you wait for more so I could find a good one?" I asked.

"Yes. Thank you, love"

"You're welcome, I'll hang up so I could find it. If you feel sleepy, go ahead. I'll be back before you know it."

"I'll wait, love. Thank you again. I love you, drive safe"

"Okay, baby. I love you too, see you later."