Love and Gales of song, please guide me through the storm [Hold]

What is wrong with me?

(Afternoon)

Y/n POV
Our boss drop us off at our apartment. He let us out early since my dad killed the bitch and I killed the rest of the family, still feel terrible about that, but I didn't show it and no onw know it. Bass welcomed us by rubbing himself and purring then tackle me with licks. I hug him and nuzzle against his adorable face. Dad: "Y/n, me and your mother will be heading to the store for some groceries and treats for Bass." Mom: "You can come with us and bring Bass along if you want dear." Me: "I'm good. I'll just wait for you guys here." They nod and kissed my forehead. They walk out the door. I sign sat on the couch watching the TV with Bass beside me.

Me: "Something terrible happen today Bass and watching the TV isn't distracting me at all." Bass meow looking at me. "We had to kill a bitch because she cheated with a married man, which by the way she's married as well, the woman of the married man tried to kill the bitch, but she was alive. She was sent to hell, wanted us to kill the bitch, the build got on fire because my dad so, I couldn't read the file that our client have for us, I didn't know anything and we were in a loop. You wanna know why?!"

Bass nod and meow once again. I didn't realize that I was pacing back and forth front of the tv and waving my arms rapidly. Me: "They were cannibal, I saw a head and bones in that house and we had to ran away because the damn family tried to kill us. We wouldn't been dead if it wasn't for dad saving us by shooting out her fucking eye out!! Then I had the "great" ideas to spare the family by calling the earthly authorities, only to get blast in the face and I don't mean literary front my face. I meant the authorities blasted the family with a missile!!! I got hit by the little girl teddy bear......That was the worst thing to ever happen......wouldn't it been better to kill them like I wanted to?"

I look at my hands, I could feel myself starting to tear up and hug myself then kneel down. Bass jump off the couch, ran toward me and immediately start comforting me. Me: "They were cannibal. They killed someone and the wife was cheating behind her husband's back with other men.....at least I only wanted to kill the father and the children Bass....but did they deserve to be blast by a missile? They were just children. [pick Bass up ad hold him close] Why was I born different? and what is wrong with me?" I lips quiver and my tears start falling, before I could do anything to stop myself from crying, I bailed my eyes out with few hiccups repeating "What is wrong with me?"

Bass purr trying to comfort me and lick my tears away then meow softly trying to tell me "I'm here" He repeat it few time. I finally calm myself down, I wiped away my tears and sniffle then chuckle softy "How did I end up getting and amazing cat?" Bass meow and lick my forehead and wag his tail. I then heard my phone ring, I took it out of my pocket, it was mom and my eyes are still teary. Plus, my voice might sound like I was crying, I cleared my throat then answer the call.

Me: "Mom?" Mom: "Hi sweetie. I just wanted to ask if there was anything you want, sweets? fruits? chips? anything?" Me: "i'm good.....where dad?" Mom: "He's getting treats for Bass.....hold on for little bit dear......Mox don't you think that a lot for Bass?" I could hear my dad near by mom. Dad: "Are you kidding me? Bass is part of our family, y/n love him and so do we and he protected our family. Especially, from our boss. Our little Bass need treats. He is our second little baby after all." I chuckle and sniffle.

Mom: "Are you alright? are you felling sick? We'll get something for you and come immediately." Me: "I'm fine......just....[wipe my nose].tired, sleepy...[rub my eyes]...and stress...[chuckle]..I guess." Mom: "Hon.....whatever happened today wasn't your fault and life can be....stressful,....unpredictable or harsh, but it will get better. I know I can seem unapologetic, but when it come to you and your father....I don't know what I would do without you two. I love you and your father....please remember that sweetheart."

Me: [sniffle] "I'll remember that......thanks mom.....I really needed that......you knew didn't you?" Mom: "I'm your mother. Of course I knew and so does your father. He'll have the talk with you once we get home." I chuckle and nod. Me: "Okay. Thank you mom" I hung up and gave Bass a small smile telling him i'll be okay. He nuzzle against me and purr. I forgot the TV was on and just decided to watch the rest of the show.

(Couple of minutes later)

My parents cam home. Bass greeted them with joy because he got treats that can last up to 2 months. Me: "Seriously? Dad! That's a lot. This will last up to 2 months." Dad: "Anything for Bass and he does deserve it after everything he done for us." Mom: "I try to tell him, but he won't listen. Just be happy that he didn't get more that could've last up to 3 or more months." Bass try to open his treat with his claw or mouth, but dad pull him away and told him he needed to wait after dinner, which Bass did not like at all. My mom and I laugh a little.

I help my dad with dinner while my mom pack some groceries away. Dad: "I heard everything your mother saying back the store....If it was me.....it won't change a dang thing if I called the authorities." Me: [sigh] "Thanks dad.......I understand that now.......and it still doesn't change a thing how I feel or wanting to make earth a better and safe world. After all, mom wouldn't want us to change who we are....right mom?" Mom: [hug us both] "Right! I love my family and I wouldn't change it for anything in hell." Dad: "I feel the same way."

We all hugs each other. We heard a meow, look down and see Bass meowing and giving us a look. We knew he felt left out, so my mom picked him up and we all hug each other with me and Bass in the middle. We ate our dinner, after dinner Bass finally got to eat his treats and so did I. My parents got me breads with frosting on it. Bass and I immediately dig in, my parents gave a glance at each other, smile, chuckle happily and gave each other a side hug watching me and Bass eta our treat.

(Nighttime)

It got dark, we decide to head to bed. Bass followed me, I changed into my pajama, wipe off my makeup and tucked myself in bed. My parents walk in my room, gave me a goodnight kiss on my forehead and gave on to Bass too. Mom: "Goodnight sweetheart. We love you." Dad: "Goodnight my little imp. May your dream be full of happy thoughts." Me: "Goodnight mom and dad. Sleep tight."

They smile and walk out my room blowing me a kiss. I rolled my eyes, but chuckle with a smile. "They can be overprotective, but I love them nevertheless.....I still can't stop thinking what happen today and if there is something wrong with me......maybe one day I will find out or there a sign out there for me." I look at Bass only to see him asleep. I smile and rub his head and kiss top of his head. "Goodnight Bass."

I closed my eyes and went to sleep. I never noticed Blitz was next of my bed with a frown, he let me sleep and just placed a candy and a peek-a-Boos toy on my deck then ruffle my hair. Blitz: "Night little tot." Then he went out the window. Bass saw and heard everything and for the first time Bass didn't attack him. He knew Blitz does care for his niece, but in his weird way.