Right Guy, Wrong Time.

Chapter 29

Warning-emotional chapter
Ashley's POV:
When Leeann went in to get jinxx I sat thinking to myself. Leeann told me a little of her past. Maybe Tonight Before everyone shows Up I should tell her about my past then she can tell me about hers.. so I decided to call Andy and see if he can take jinxx with him somewhere for a while.

*Phone call*
Andy: Why are you calling me I'm right behind you haha
Me: I know, but can you do me a big favor? Can you take jinxx with yall somewhere for about an hour so me and Leeann can have some free time?
Andy: oooooo ya gonna do the naughty? Just kidding. But sure we will go by the store and get some stuff and then go get some food.
Me: ight thanks man.
*hangs up*

Jinxx came out and got in my car. We talked about what all happened. "I had to get stitches near my side/back and on my shoulder the others they just pulled the glass out. But I should be fine" I hugged him "That's great that you'll be fine.but hey, can you go help Sarah and Andy? They're going shopping and was wondering if you'd join them." "Oh yeah sure." He stepped out of the car. "Love you Jinxxy" I said in an annoying girls voice "love you too Ashey" he mocked back.

Leeann looked at me "What's all this about?" I sighed, because I'm very nervous to tell her about my past. I Came from a- "Ashley baby" She Said interrupting my thoughts "Yeah babe?" I said while starting out of the parking lot. "How come you want to be alone with me- oh- oh I know what's going on, you naughty boy." She said with a smirk. "Not really baby.. I just want to talk to you." "Oh okay" she said in a shakey voice. I reached out and grabbed her hand. "It's okay baby." She nodded.

We soon arrived to my house and we walked to the living room. "So.." she said "Leeann, I think it's time that we tell each other about our pasts. I mean, you don't have to tell me but I want to tell you mine." She nodded and held my hand "okay baby" she replied. I took a deep breath "well.. when I was younger, about 6 I had a great family until one day everything changed. My mom and dad got into a big argument and they both left and drove to work in separate vehicles. Although, they fought a lot they really did love each other. My dad would be so scared that my mom would leave that he'd always say "don't ever leave me baby" and she would say "I'll wait for you forever". that day they both got into A car Accident and were in critical condition. About a week later they unhooked the breathing ventilators and they were pronounced dead at the same time. When that happened me and my brother Jack, who was 12 at the time got sent to my grandparents. While we were there he got into some bad shit.. he smoked and drank also he'd always want me to get in trouble. My grandparents were horrible, they were always drunk. And of course, drinking has their consequences.." I looked down at my knee and paused. She waited patiently, her eyes were glossy like she was about to cry. "So. My grandparents were the mean drunks. they abused me any way you can think of." A tear slid down my cheek and she wiped it away "every way?" She asked "yes.. but I didn't know it was wrong you know? I mean I didn't enjoy any of it. But I was beaten for a whole year I had broken arms, ribs, a concussion, a broken leg, and more things happened so I missed alot of school. Then one day I came home around this time I was about 7- no wait It was my birthday so I was turning 8 that's when my grandfather poured whiskey down my throat. Thats Also the Day That I first cut." I looked up at Leeann and she was wiping away her tears. So I layed my hand on her leg. "My grandfather broke the whiskey bottle and said 'Ashley you're a fucking asshole and a queer. No one loves you and no one ever will. this is what you need to do you little bitch' then he dragged a piece of glass across my leg cutting me about 1/2 an inch deep. Then poured a whole bottle of whiskey on my open cut. after that I went to my room and cried. Then I heard my brother coming in late. he argued with my grandmother then I heard someone getting hit repeatedly with a belt. I tried to get in there as fast as I could and His cries began to get soft. When I made it in there I saw blood everywhere and my grandmother holding a bloody belt and knife. I cried out for help. Someone was already trying to bust through the door but before they got in she threw the knife and hit me in the stomach." I got choked up and almost started crying. Leeann put her arms around me and layed my head on her chest "I'm so sorry baby" she kept saying.

When my breathing got back to normal I started again "so they took me out of the house and my grandparents went to jail because they killed my brother. I went from foster home to foster home because as one couple said 'who would want this ugly pathetic kid' so I got more and more depressed. It was very hard for me to make friends. When I was finally 15 I met this girl I liked- don't get jealous but we kind of did some things and when we were done I was wanting to hook up. She said 'no all you're good for is sex. Nothing else.'" I bit my lip and Leeann kissed me gently "that is true you're very good at that but you're good for alot of things baby" I laughed and continued "so any girl I got with I couldn't really settle down. I mean I don't know what love is? I can't fully committ. I never had any of that. Until now. But anyways back to the story. When she said that I got really depressed and I started cutting and drinking because I felt so numb, that was the only way I could release my pain. I cut until I was 20. That's when I got with Andy, jinxx, cc, and jake. So they were my support group. But I still drink alot. It's Like the Whiskey and stuff is my razors. She hugged me and didn't let me go "I love you so much baby. Please don't ever hurt youself.. even drinking away the pain is bad" "I love you too And I know" I kissed her on the lips then a few seconds later she pulled back.

"Since you told me your story I think I should tell you mine.. just please don't hate me-"

Hey guys, sorry idk when I'll be updating again. My 16th birthday is on the 10th and I'm supposed to be taking my permit test, so I'll be studying. Honestly I'm freaking/stressing out. I really hope I pass. I'll try to update asap.
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