First Love

Silks

🚨🚨TW mentions of eating disorder🚨🚨

I head downstairs and see the dinner table has more than just 3 plates. "Y/n" I turn to Marco "yeah?" "We ordered in and go get dressed the Bakugos are coming over." I nod and go upstairs to change into presentable clothes. I change and hear the doors opening downstairs. I take a deep breath and go downstairs and get engulfed in a hug by Mrs. Mitsuki. She whispers "if anything happens like that again Im here, you come to me first and I'll help as much as I can, ok?" I lean into her more and nod. "Good, now let's go eat sweetie"

Mrs. Mitsuki was always someone I was close to, back when I lived with Aizawa I had met Bakugo at a park and he stuck around until aizawa came back with food. He trusted me on my own he knew I could protect myself if it came down to it but when I met Bakugo his mom came over and for some reason she felt safe. She felt like home. the only way to describe it is as how a home cooked meal would taste after traveling and feeling homesick. I love Marco and Elizabeth but they dont cook, they order everything, and im thankful to have them, I wish-

no! shut your mouth! be grateful for what you have!

Its nice to have food but every meal is takeout and its expensive and I appreciate every meal but its never a home cooked meal.

I sit at the table sitting next to Katsuki and Marco.

Amira's cloud is gone...

I wait until everyone starts eating to eat my own food. I only serve myself a little bit of food using the excuse "im not hungry" to anyone who asks if I want more. I really think that the progress I have made since I started at UA has payed off. Ive been working out more, eating less. I was always taught to not eat unless your hungry. I dont really get hungry anymore, I dont eat all the meals with the rest if my class, I wait until I absolutely need food or someone points it out. I could only chew on gum and water and Id be fine for dinner.

Thats all you should be eating you fat whore

I look at my plate for a minute and get up and put up the uneaten food and I go back to the workout room I was in earlier and I see the arial silk still set up, I change into leggings and a sports bra and I climb up and twist in turn. Arial silks have been my way of relaxing for the past few years, I felt like I didnt need to speak to be heard.

After a while I hear a knock on the doorframe and I look over seeing Katsuki. "Hey dumbass" I tilt my head waiting for him to say something else, but instead he just closes the door and walks over to me and I unwrap my body from the silks and as soon as I touch the ground he hugs me. "Youre not allowed to tell anyone about this" he whispers and holds me tighter. I feel my emotions start breaking out of the small bottle I put them in. i bury my head in his chest and he rests his head on top of mine. "Its gonna be ok, you have me by your side" he squeezes me a bit and relaxes. "I know, im just scared" he nods and pats my head. "Come over tonight I have a surprise for you." I nod and he waves and leaves the room hearing his mother call him back.

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Shorter part, but I hope you guys are enjoying this story. its taking me a while to write but I think its worth it, let me know what you think! thank you for reading this story I appreciate every one of you 💗💗