Erroneous [Vminkook]

67: Feel Bad For My Health

Jungkook is writing feverishly on his notepad, writing down possible locations where the fuck Jimin could be. His mind is growing more and more crazed every passing second that passes by, forcing hiccuping chuckles to escape ever so often.

Jimin, he needs to find Jimin, and kill him.

Kill him for hurting Yeosang.

Kill him for fucking with his head.

Kill. Kill. KILL!

"Jungkook," Seokjin sighs from the chair beside the table, "You know you can't kill Jimin, right? Karma will be very upset."

Jungkook sneers his teeth to those words, tagging along a string of fear to shiver up his body. He can't upset Karma, he will be so mad and then he will hit him.

No, he can't kill Jimin.

But he can hurt him, very very badly.

"Leave Jimin to my business," Jungkook growls and looks at the cameras, "Who does he think he is? Trying to fuck w-with my head? W-With Woosung! Huh? I will fuck up his head for sure!"

Seokjin closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, rising to his feet from the chair and approaches the agent, leaning back against the table, "You're absolutely right. Fuck with his head like he did with you! Good idea!"

Jungkook could hear the sarcasm in his tone and shoots to his feet, narrowing his eyes to the elder, "What are you trying to say?"

"Nothing," Seokjin mocks, leaning to his face, "Just don't get Karma upset so he won't ruin that pretty face of yours."

A murderous glare forms Jungkook's eyes as he grows closer to the other male, seeing how his smugness slightly nudges to the distance between them.

"I will find Jimin, I'll strap him up to a chair and show him torture until he won't be able to breathe anymore. He's after Karma, and if he harms a hair on his head, he's dead. I don't care how mad Karma gets, no one hurts him."

"But someone can hurt Jimin?" Seokjin taunts, tilting his head slightly, "Last time I checked, Your son was the one running after him. Must mean something."

Jungkook only snarls his teeth, moving his head away from his face as he glares at the notepad instead, "Get out."

Seokjin huffs and leans to his ear, "I'm glad you're liking hell, little raven," And he chuckles drily, walking out of the room to leave him alone.

The second he closes the door behind him, everything is thrashed to the ground from the table, followed by Jungkook releasing a frustrated scream.

Why does everything feel so excruciatingly painful? So weak and frustrating!

I'm happy now.

So very happy.

Ha, why wouldn't I be?

Karma protects me. He assured me everything to be okay. As long as I don't leave him, I will always be safe. He just gets mad sometimes....

Jungkook's eyes suddenly drifts to the window, reflecting his own face. His once long hair is a whirling and short mess, un kept from the time that has passed. The bruises under his eyes is only darker, with his eyes red from the lack of sleep along with the cocaine rushing feverishly through his system. His once creamy body is pale, shaken, and clammy.

I-Is this.... Me?

Jungkook slowly raised a hand, his fingers caressing his sullen face, that has only grown thinner by the lack of food in his body.

I look..... So different.

This isn't me.

"Then again, who are you Jungkook?" He mutters to himself, tearing his eyes away from his reflection to glare at the table, "I don't even know anymore."

Why am I always so addicted to the hell?

To the negative things that are so bad for me....

What about it makes it so addicting that I can't let go?

Karma.... There's Karma. While Jungkook was going through his mental break down about Yoongi raping him, he was there to aid him. He was there to sooth his panic attacks, let him adjust to soft touches again, and assured him that he was there.

And Jungkook fell for him.

For how.... He treated him.

He's good when he can be.... He just gets mad and that's okay.

I have to listen to him and then he won't get mad.

"There's nothing wrong with you," Jungkook whispers to himself, shaking his doubts away, "Just find Jimin. He's the one in the wrong. He hurt you. Find Jimin, that's all."

And with that Jungkook gets back to work, ripping the thought of Woosung completely from his heart.

He doesn't need him anymore.

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A/N:
Uh oh......

*Whistles*

I PURPLE YOU! <333