School, Love, Sports

Chapter 6

Tris POV

"Have you ever tried to kill yourself?" He says catching me off guard. I gulp and look down at our shoes.

A/N: Sorry for the interruption! Just wanted to give a shout out to the reviewer who sent me this idea. I changed a couple of things but I wanted to say You're Awesome, I was totally freaking out how to write this, I would sit there in class thinking what the h*ll am I going to do. So you were a big help! THANKS! Sorry, back to reading.

"Honestly, yes. One day Eric told all his friends that I forced myself on him, and they called me horrible names. I don't even want to repeat them. Those thoughts and names really started to get to me. And I truly thought no one would care. I took knife to my room and wrote a note for my parents. I had the knife in my hand, right above my neck, and hesitated. In the hesitation, Caleb walked in and caught me. He took the knife, and told my parents. I then explained everything to them. Caleb saved my life. He hadn't walked in I would have followed through." All this time I have been looking down, refusing to look at him. I force myself to look up and see tears in his eyes. I can feel the heat rush to my face and tears filling my eyes too. He breathes and looks into my eyes.

"I never want you to feel like that again. I love you so much. If I lost you I think I would go crazy. You're my everything. I wake up just for you. I would care, then and now. This is weird but I honestly love your brother. If it weren't for him I wouldn't be sitting with the love of my life-"I cut him off by kissing him. He makes me feel so loved and special. I am so glad that Caleb stopped me because if he hadn't I wouldn't have him. I pull away.

"I haven't thought like that since I met you." I say holding his face in my hands.

"But you met me like a week ago." He says sniffing.

"Yeah, I felt like no one cared. I mean, there's a huge group, they wouldn't notice if I didn't show up. But then I met you and realized they would. I mean when you chased after me and Zeke the day Eric came back, it made me notice you care. You're to important to loose." I say with a tear rolling down my cheek. I hear someone yell;

"MOM'S HOME! THAT'S YOUR WARNING!" Caleb screams from his window. We made a deal when we both started high school knowing that we would both start dating that if we were home alone with our boy/girl friends we would warn each other when our parents are home so we could make sure nothing to heated was going on. I stand and scream "THANK YOU!" Tobias stands too.

"Do you want me to leave?" He asks looking worried.

"Never." I say taking his hand. "But do you have your glove?" I ask thinking of something we could do.

"Of course." He says smiling.

"Back feeling ok?" I asks turning him around.

"Feels fine, I promise." He says back. "Let me go get my glove from my trunk. You get a softball and your glove." He says starting to walk away.

"We can play with a baseball." I say back. He turns and looks at me walking backwards.

"That, I never have. Ask Zeke." He says then jogs out to his car. I go to shed and grab my glove and a ball. I grab the smaller one a compromise. I feel hands wrap around my waist and I jump.

"Hi there beautiful." Tobias says in my ear. He picks me up and throws me over my shoulder.

"Tobias put me down." I yell while laughing. "Tobias, I swear" I say and then am cut off by mom

"Beatrice?" My mother says from the sliding door.

"Hi mom, This is To-Four. Four this is my mom." I say as he puts me down.