Cabin by the lake

chapter 26

It's been a few months since the doctor told me I had cancer. I woke up next too harry as i have everyday. I got out of bed trying not to wake him but he rolled over and looked at me.

 "Gah you're beautiful" he says too me as a smile appears on his soft pink lips. I just faked a smile for his sake and went to the bathroom. I got ready for my doctors appointment like always.

"harry are you going to drive me?" I ask him he just groans and rolls over. I walked out of the room into the kitchen and grabbed the keys. I decided to drive myself im not completely helpless I'm just pregnant and have cancer. I got to the hospital and walked to the front desk. My nurse came and took me too the room. The doctor walks in a while later.

"so how do you feel?" he asks me and i just shake my head no. "I have to tell you something." he pauses for a while "your cancer is spreading too rapidly we have to do a C-section and then operate" he tells me and I don't even flinch.

 "okay" I tell him and then i get up and leave. I get into my car and drive home. I open the door and I am practically mauled by harry.

 "where were you!" he scolded me.

 "doctor" I say blankly walking past him.

"what happened?" he asked me worried.

 "nothing" I say slamming the door too our bedroom. I hear harry talking but I couldn't make out what he was saying. I laid on the bed and started too cry. time passed I'm not sure how much and I felt harry sit on the bed.

 "the doctor called and told me. He wants you to come in for the surgery tomorrow" he said and I just laid there lifeless. he wraps his arms around me and whispers in my ear "I love you and I'm so sorry" I don't say a thing. Its not that I didnt want too its that I really couldnt and I had no clue what I would say 'oh its okay I might die and your child might too' like what?

I woke up the next morning not even remembering going to sleep. I put on a sweatshirt and pants. I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Harry was standing there looking at me.

"How are you feeling babe?" he asked me with a worried look in his eyes.

"Like I have cancer" I answered him.

 "well we should leave soon for the hospital" he tried to continue the conversation but I just wasn't in the mood for it. I slipped on my shoes and headed to the car with harry right behind me. We were both silent the whole way to the hospital. We walked through the doors "the doctor is expecting us" harry said to the lady behind the desk. we sat down and shortly a nurse came to bring us back. I laid down on the table harry holding my hand.

"Mr.Styles you can stay for the C-section but you will have to leave after the surgery." harry nodded to the doctor. They set up everything and put me under. The last thing I remembered was harry saying he loved me.

~Harry's POV~

Before I knew it I could hear the cries of a new born child. She was beautiful I held her for a little while but they took her away almost right after I got her. They shoved me out the door since they were going to take out Courtney's ovary that has cancer. A nurse brought me to where they had my baby. She was being kept in this plastic Incubator. She was so precious and beautiful.

"You know you should talk to her so she knows your voice" a lady told me.

 "Hi baby this is daddy and I love you, mommy loves you too and I hope we can both hold you soon" I began to choke back the tears that were just fighting to come down. Hours passed and I began to worry about Courtney.

 "Mr.Styles" i turned around and saw it was the doctor. "The surgery went very well Courtney is resting. She will have to continue some sort of treatment but we can talk about that later" the doctor told me and I was so relieved.

"what about my baby?" I asked looking at the beautiful angel.

"She's healthy for being 2 months premature but we will have to keep a close eye on her." I nodded when he finished.

I sat there with our baby for a little while longer. It was hard for me to leave her but I had to see Courtney. I sat down in the chair right beside her bed . I grabbed her hand and held it in mine.

"I love you" I whispered. About a hour later she opens her eyes and looks at me.

 "How is our baby?" she asks me with a worried look in her eye.

 "She's perfect and beautiful just like you". She smiled the most beautiful smile I think I have ever seen in my life. The nurse brings our baby in the room. She picks her up and hands her to Courtney.

"I love you" she says crying. I think is the first time I have felt complete.

After a week in the hospital I brought Courtney and the baby from the hospital to our home. Everyone was there it was once again a full house. Everyone wanted to see Courtney and hold the baby. When it was time for bed we put our baby girl Bella Rose in her crib. I laid down next to Courtney.

"I think we should move" she said out of the blue.

"Why?" I asked her surprised she would even want to move.

 "well  I just think we should start over somewhere new. So much bad has happened here I just want to move away for our baby." I thought for a little while. She had a great point maybe we should change.

 "Alright love where do you want to go?" I asked looking down at her with so much love in my heart.

 "I think maybe England or France" she had so much light in her eye. I could tell the thought of going there made her happy.

 "I'll go anywhere as long as you're there." she just smiled and kissed me.

"We will start looking for a new place tomorrow" after she said that I just smiled. She rolled over to go to sleep.

~Courtney's POV~

A few months passed and I was in remission and we found this beautiful 4 bed room home near London. We only brought clothing and stuff we needed with us. We have been in this house for about a week and have all of our stuff unpacked. The first thing we did was go out and buy a bunch of things for the house such as beds and other furniture. I held bell in my arms as I sang to her. We were happy, truly blissful happiness. I herd a knock at the door.

"who could that be?" I asked bell as I went to the door. The knocking continued louder and louder. I opened the door and saw Brittany. "oh hey britt" I said smiling at her.

 "let me in, I think he's trying to kill me!"  She said and I quickly let her in and locked the door.

"who's trying to kill you?" I asked her frantically. She turned white as she whispered

 "him".