Cabin by the lake

Chapter 23

By now Harry has Brady on the floor and is trying to punch him. Brady manages to block most of the punches but some get through. I am in shock, complete and utter shock. I cant move, speak or even hear. I look at Allison, her lips are moving but I don't hear anything. I just hear a soft mutter of my name and I realize it is harry. I go over to the boys on the floor and bend down as I grab harry. He looks at me with tears flowing down his face. In that moment I realized I wasn't the only one who was in pain, I was being so selfish. I reach out my hand and lay it upon his cheek and just holding it there. "I love you" he whispers to me as I look down at the floor. "um I know youre having a moment but im still here" brady says rudely interrupting us. I get harry to stand up and I bring him to my room. we have so much to talk about and a short time before I know he will leave again. he sits down on my bed and looks up to me with tears still staining his blush pink cheeks. I move my hands to his hair leaning his head on my stomach. "do you hate me?" he asks short of breath. "how could I ever hate you?" I ask him in the same hushed tone. "I left" is all he says and my heart drops. "you had too" I tell him what I've been telling myself to deal with all of this. "no I didnt, I could have stayed, I should have stayed." he says and I can tell he is crying even more. I tilt his head so I can see his face now. "I could've called you" I told him and he shook his head as much as he could. "no I broke your heart and doing that I broke mine." he told me and I just cant believe he blames himself for all of this. I just look into his eyes and I know we are us again. Its almost like the first day we met but its not. I smiled at him and leaned in. I rested my forehead on his, our lips not quite touching yet. I kiss him, like ive never kissed anyone before, so deep and passionate. He pulls away and looks like a lost puppy. "hold me?" I whisper. he nods and lays down, I lay next to him. he takes off his jacket off and wraps his arm around me. I close my eyes and rub the arm he laid across me. it feels weird and bumpy, I open my eyes and see why. I see cuts that fill up his entire arm. tears start to fill my eyes, know he did that because of me breaks my heart. "I love you" I whisper as he nussles into my back. He sighs like a huge weight was just lifted off of his shoulders. "I hoped you still did" he tells me. Its obvious he doesn't realize what I saw so I just continue to lay their with him. That night we fell asleep together for the first time in what feels like forever.

The next day I woke up, the warmth of his skin had left my body. I didn't want to open my eyes but when I did my worst fear was alive. He was gone again and I am alone. I sit up and look for his clothing, or any sign he could still be here. There was noting but the smell of his skin lingering on my sheets. I sat there and cried for awhile. I herd the door open, I knew it was Allison. "Go away." I murmured into my pillow. I felt arms wrap around me. "What's wrong love?" he whispered in my ear, his hot breath against my cold skin. "I thought you left." I say as I try rolling over so I can see him. "Oh... I'm not leaving you guys again." he tells me and I pull him closer. "It's just going to take awhile to get use to it you know. I might forgive you but I'm never going to forget what you did." I told him trying to be as honest with him as I could. He didn't respond. "don't get me wrong I am so happy you're here but I was so hurt when you left-" he stoped me from saying anymore by kissing me. "I was hurt too and i know it was my fault but I never stopped loving you." he said as he looked into my eyes. "come on I made you breakfast" he said getting up from the bed. He helped me up and we walked to the kitchen together. He put flowers and candle in the middle of the table. Two plates were placed next to each other with French toast and strawberries. I sit down and started to eat Harry sits down next to me he smiles and stares at me for awhile. "What?" I ask with a hint of laughter. "I missed you, that's all" he tells me before kissing me. I missed his lips against mine. When he's with me I feel alive again.

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