Cabin by the lake

chapter 13

~Harry's POV~

we get to the insane asylum and walk in. My head is pounding, what would I even say if I got to see her. It has been a while since I've seen her but those months we spent together in the cabin is all that is holding me together right now. I miss her scent, the way her skin felt against mine, when we touched the electricity that went through both of us. I finally snap out of my thoughts of Courtney when I hear Sadie yell.

"let him see her you cunt!" she yelled getting mad at the women.

"I'm sorry miss but I can't let him in! She requested that and I think it's for the best" the nurse told Sadie. wait SHE requested that I not see her? I could feel a tear slid down my cheek as Sadie continued to yell.

"he loves her damn it!" she yelled at the nurse. I'm not sure what else Sadie said but I soon herd the nurse finally yell.

"you are banned from this 'hospital'" Sadie protests as normal so two men come and carry her out. It's like everyone couldn't see me. "sir you need to leave" the nurse Sadie argued with told me.

"Did she really say she didn't want to see me?" I ask her, that's when I realized I was sitting on the ground crying. I must look fucking pathetic. She put out her arm out to help me up and I grabbed it. She seemed much shorter then me when im standing.

"im sorry but she did" she says in a low soft voice and I start to walk out. I see Sadie still trying to fight the over sized men who carried her out. I just walk past her and my truck.

"where are you going?" she yells after me. I turn around and go back to her.

"im not sure where right now but heres my car keys and some money for gas" I tell her handing her some money and my keys. The men have let go of her now.

"what about Courtney?" she asks me quietly.

"It's over I give up" I tell her and start to walk away again.

"you give up?!" Sadie yells at me but I don't turn around. I feel something hard hit the back of my head so I turn around. I see Sadie holding a small rock and one is at my feet.

"you know she would never give up on you!" she yelled at me, she looked sad. I turned around before she could see the tears coming from my eyes. I feel another rock hit my head. I turn around and go full speed ahead at Sadie.

"you don't understand im doing this for her!!!" I yell making Sadie freeze.

. "go to hell" she spits at me and gets in my car and drives away. I just continue walking the way I was going before.

~Allison's POV~

"where is Sadie?" I ask Brittany after I came from my room where I am letting liam stay.

"I don't know she just walked out the door" Brittany tells me to focused on the tv to even look at me. I hear the roar of an engine. if harry is back I will kick his ass! I run out side, sure enough it's him fuck! I start running to it. When I get to the driver's door I rip it open.

"Sadie?" I ask confused and worried.

"what did you do?" I asked her, now im just mad.

"don't kill me" she pleads, odds are if she has to beg me not to I will.

"no promises" I say through my teeth.

"I tried to take harry to see Courtney" she started but I interrupted her.

"what she requested not to see him so they wont let him in."

"I thought they would if I was there but now I cant see her either." she tells me, ha serves her right karma's a bitch

. "where is harry now?" I ask her

"well I am not sure we got into a fight and hhe walked off and gave me his keys." what she said made my jaw drop in shock. how did everything get so messed up it's like we are on reality tv or something. I just sigh and start walking back to the house where everyone was. I look at the boys all there except liam who I made go to bed already.

"what now?" niall says clearly seeing my expression.

"harry is missing now and I think he might do something stupid. the 'hospital' wouldn't let him see Courtney" I tell them, niall looks scared, zayn rolls his eyes and sighs, but Louis just looks pissed off.

"lets go get him!" Louis says standing up making the other two follow him.

"we're coming" Brittany and kate say at the same time as we head to the door.

"he has his truck right?" Louis asks before we get outside.

"no he kinda gave it to Sadie" I tell him and he just gets mad.

"shit this is serious!" niall says in a light tone. making kate and britt laugh. Sadie and I take harry's truck making the other five pile in the van. we start to search for him. we search for 4 hours.

"this is pointless" I tell Louis over the phone. "he will come home" I tell him before hanging up the phone. we head back home, I hope harry is okay.

~harry's pov~

it's dark now, I am not sure where I am, I see a lot of trees but I am not sure where. I don't know how long ive been walking but it feels like hours. I just keep walking until I stumbled upon a pound. I sit down on a rock by it. From what I can see it is quite pretty. I has a small bridge going through the middle of it.  I lay down on a soft sheet of grass and slowly drift asleep. i wake up freezing and i am almost certain i have died and went to heaven.

"harry what are you doing?" the angel that looks exactly like Courtney asks me.

"am i in heaven?" i ask her, she just shakes her head no and starts to cry. she goes over to a bench by a tree and sits there. i then realize i am at the pound where i fell asleep and this is Courtney. She is holding onto her stomach as if it's about to fall off.

"you are in the natures center right outside of the "hospital" i am a resident at." she tells me as i go towards her and sit on the bench.

"why don't you want to see me?" is all i can ask her. she looks at me her face drenched in tears. "its not that i don't want to i cant" she looks back to the ground.

"why?" i ask her as i bring my hands to my face to wipe my tears.

"just go" she tells me but i don't listen. i wrap my arm around her trying to comfort her how i use to but she pulls away. i hear a sound of branches moving and crunching snow. yes its april and there is still snow its Minnesota.

"go now" she tells me, she looks almost scared. i decide to listen this time and i run behind a tree with bushes around it and hide.

"what are you doing out here?" i hear a women's voice, she sounds nice and worried.

"it's pretty out here, i like it" Courtney tells her.

"next time just have a worker come with you" the women says helping Courtney off the bench.

"im sorry" she mumbles.

"What if you fell and no one was here? what would happen to your baby? or if you went in labor?" the women's voice is full of concern. baby? labor? Courtney's pregnant? it cant be mine could it? well  she didn't have her period the whole time at the cabin, well maybe once. some girls are like that though.

"i know" she says soft and her eyes somehow find mine. she mouths "im sorry" and i know its to me. How could she not tell me? i will come here again to see her again. after they leave i go back to the bench and find a piece of paper folded up. "im sorry i want to see you, i did request it at first but then i wanted to unrequest it but my doctor kept it so you couldn't see me. They said it was better for my sanity" that was all she wrote. At least now i know that but there is still something more important here. Courtney is pregnant!