Daddy Issues ~ Sebastian Stan {Completed}

19.

Warning: Light teasing, oral sex(Fem receiving)

!!Another big chapter!! Also double update today!

You and Sebastian spend the next two weeks either shopping or getting busy against the wall or on the kitchen counter, couch, coffee table, bathroom sink, shower, pretty much every surface of your apartment except for Ryan's room. You didn't care about the contract anymore, you didn't even get it notarized, the notepad still laying on your kitchen island, balled up.  

It was fun, going shopping, and to bars, making out in almost every back alley in downtown New York. Sneaking around, lying to people about where you were, staying back late at work just to spend time together alone.

You loved it. Being by him made everything else a blur, he made you feel so many things, always had a way of making you feel special. You were allowed to be open around him, with no anxiety or self-consciousness.

Free.

You were so closed off, and silent after your dad's passing, but being with Sebastian loosened you up, a lot.

You were starting to like him, more than just a friend, and you knew he was too, or at least you hoped he did. It was definite that you guys weren't just friends. It had no label and you were fine with it. You didn't want to bring that conversation up, knowing it would be very awkward and might even end whatever it is you guys had. 

You were currently laying next to Sebastian on your bed after yet another heated session. 5 rounds was no joke. Sebastian held you close as he caught his breath, as you laid with your head on his chest, taking in his vanilla scent. 

"How come you didn't find someone else to settle down with after Muma?" You suddenly asked. You had been thinking about it for a while now, but the fact that you asked it out loud surprised you.

"What?"

"Why you no have girlfriend or wife?" You look up at him, hoping it would lighten the tension, which thankfully it does. 

"I did actually. A fiancee," He smiled, "Margarita." But as he said her name, that adorable smile vanished. 

"What happened?" To say you weren't a curious person was a lie, but that wasn't why you wanted to know. You wanted to know because you wanted to know more about him, how he was when he was younger, what he liked, what he didn't like. 

Sebastian's frown stays as he answers, "She um- wasn't the person I thought she was." He shook his head, looking at you with a fake smile. 

"Oh," You frown, "Well, that's what you get when you date someone with alcohol for a name." You shrug, going back to your original position. 

"Wha-" Sebastian paused. "Yeah, I guess so." He laughed. You smile as you felt his chest rumbling as he laughed.  "Well, what about you? What happened to your boyfriend?" He askes as he runs his hand through your hair.

"Hmm," You sigh, feeling his thick fingers soothing as they comb your hair. "I don't know, I guess we just lost the spark that we had in the beginning."

"I thought you said he was bad at sex?" He smirks.

"What? I never told you that," You get up, eyeing him curiously. 

"Yeah, but Ryan is an oversharer," He shrugged, pulling you back to him. 

"She is an Evans." You nodded. "But no, that wasn't the reason, I mean it was, but not because he was bad at it, but because I knew I wasn't in his mind during. It was like he was forced into the relationship, and I didn't like how obviously fake he was during."